bronze
April 05, 2009 12:00 AM
retarded
reaction..
yeah, only a bronze. sad? maybe. i'm missing band like crap. been staying back for band so often, i miss the rehearsals, practices, so much. a chunk of life is gone. however much i want it to, it'll never come back.
scared for life. my lips will never be the same, my fingers will never run the same way. my teeth still move, and i still can feel that teeth made mark in my lips. living without the music of the band, the weird-ness it has made us into, the crazy times the good memories. bronze? so what. we've become better musicians, we've become very close, and the bonds created through the tension stress and intensiveness of this syf period has brought us to where we are. everyone's missing it, this syf's been different from the rest, the 07 one whatever. the band's different, the way we communicate is different, most of everything is a notch above two years back. it's just different, and it's making the feeling stronger cos from so much of it, suddenly comes so little. now i can only dream of what's to come, hope that though the setting is different, situation had changed, the relationships will continue to stand strong. at least there is still the sec 1s..
speaking of which this year, unless he decided to go another section which i hope he doesn't, we flute have a male junior! yes, hopefully he has lots of air to blow out.
i'm going back to teach, i'm
pretty sure cos the missing feeling is there.
and i want to teach. at least i can do something
for my section, whether or not it be good.
and wong kahchun is so.. couldn't tell and never would've guessed he's actually so good! famous even maybe. and he's taking the recruit band? cool-ness! pass the knowledge man!
link for life
This is Carissa, signing out
you i trusted, and i hope it will never die
yeah, only a bronze. sad? maybe. i'm missing band like crap. been staying back for band so often, i miss the rehearsals, practices, so much. a chunk of life is gone. however much i want it to, it'll never come back.
scared for life. my lips will never be the same, my fingers will never run the same way. my teeth still move, and i still can feel that teeth made mark in my lips. living without the music of the band, the weird-ness it has made us into, the crazy times the good memories. bronze? so what. we've become better musicians, we've become very close, and the bonds created through the tension stress and intensiveness of this syf period has brought us to where we are. everyone's missing it, this syf's been different from the rest, the 07 one whatever. the band's different, the way we communicate is different, most of everything is a notch above two years back. it's just different, and it's making the feeling stronger cos from so much of it, suddenly comes so little. now i can only dream of what's to come, hope that though the setting is different, situation had changed, the relationships will continue to stand strong. at least there is still the sec 1s..
speaking of which this year, unless he decided to go another section which i hope he doesn't, we flute have a male junior! yes, hopefully he has lots of air to blow out.
i'm going back to teach, i'm
pretty sure cos the missing feeling is there.
and i want to teach. at least i can do something
for my section, whether or not it be good.
and wong kahchun is so.. couldn't tell and never would've guessed he's actually so good! famous even maybe. and he's taking the recruit band? cool-ness! pass the knowledge man!
link for life
This is Carissa, signing out
you i trusted, and i hope it will never die