this is the preposterously crazed blog of carissa
o death, where is thy victory? o death where is thy sting? ~1cor 15:55

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today i shall type here and copy to foreveramen... !


sectionals to rox, well, when it’s not structured. today stay back for sectionals. i play in the beginning, then i accomplished something! before i slacked off. danse, remembered, anchors, remembered, high high Bb and high high c can pith on piccolo!! yayes! and also tongue that danse thing larh. only, i keep messing the 16th notes. blehs. then rayner come de so late then i hardly practice liaoz cos we talked a lot, me, sharon, julia and him. plus haris, but he didn’t do anything. poor guy. haha.




okok, i dun feel like posting on foreveramen. bonus here larhs. anyways shucks, weili saw us doing drills yesterday. ARGH! he very de funny. but i don’t want him to see the drill thing cos i feel really really really really stupid doing it. anyways... then today we had career keys workshop. quite okay. we had this game. write an occupation and put it on someone’s back and have them guess. i wrote general practitioner, annabelle wrote undertaker, my suggestion, and she put it on gloria’s back i put on sharon’s back. then i got professional sportsperson, something i confirm will NEVER do. but anyways. quite funny.

band had to pump evian 20 cos michelle and i tested her. but well, obviously she got lots of wrong lar, but i told mich i will test her, and then she can test me, and then karmen also test then if there’s wrong all pump together. must be fair to evian, cos we also have lots of wrong notes. but evian really doesn’t dare to play out. should, cos she’s the only sec2! and she’ll be the senior in no time, after michelle graduates with her PICCOLO.


left flute and picc in school, cos going back on sat. it’s a syf practice, 9-3. like woahs, starting long ones le. but no matter. it’s syf. complain a little, then get down to it and REALIZE we NEED IT FOR A SILVER!! what gets me is the DRILLS! i dun like drills. i always wished i could do them, and now i have to, it’s really straneous, and my arm muscles will hurt from holding the flute so straight... 90 degrees i mean. oh well, part and parcel of becoming to be becoming. haha. yupps, choing chewpeng journal q. how can i become, and continue to becoming to be becoming.







i tried playing piano just now, but my fingers don’t flow anymore. i realize that over the past 2 months, i’ve been playing more flute than piano, and my fingers are more flute-inized, meaning i can run well on the flute now coz my fingers know the notes, not just my head but my fingers too. but when i switch to piano, they don’t run together as two parts, but together like on the flute, so basically i need to practice both, but i lose touch on the piano when i get my flute well, and vise versa. i think, i think i’d rather drop piano, and channel everything into playing the flute WELL, especially since i want to take it seriously. speaking of which i got research to do on that...


flutes blog is dying alr. WAKE UP DUDETTES! post and keep the FLUTE ALIVE!








This is Carissa, signing out

I try and try, to understand, the distance in between.. the love I feel, the things i fear, I dearly say good dream....