Apr 2009
17 again
April 26, 2009 09:36 PM
with
sharon, chengsin, janice.. and sharon's little
brother owen.
5+1 of us.. owen is so weird! and he's scary like his sister. oh man it was FREAKY
how dissatisfied am i with my life? 8/10 ish
what'd i change: i put nothing. but honestly, i'd make myself more confident and less depressed. but we had a wonderful sermon on that today.
17 again is funny lar
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5+1 of us.. owen is so weird! and he's scary like his sister. oh man it was FREAKY
how dissatisfied am i with my life? 8/10 ish
what'd i change: i put nothing. but honestly, i'd make myself more confident and less depressed. but we had a wonderful sermon on that today.
17 again is funny lar
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RAYNER KHOO
April 17, 2009 06:19 PM
hahah. oh
yeah.
staying back for band more recently, to teach sec1 but haven't really been able to. by the time i reach sec1 all back in band room le. good thing i got TRUSTABLE sec3s in the flute.. or rather sec3 only one.. hmm..
the instruments have been finalized for sec1. i got 3 juniors now.. but i only have 4 flutes. one is michelle's, one is evian's, that leaves two. I DON'T HAVE FLUTES FOR 3 JUNIORS! get that man.. besides i'd rather have one junior to teach from scratch then ten juniors that play well and play before who give me attitude. i want a GOOD junior, as in guai de. and i got one.. chinrong. evian and michelle are just.. hard to put in words..
chinrong is really michelle's junior man.. we got him cloth the other day, erm.. refer to foreveramen for that story. then before i came in apparently michelle and evian said he was cleaning his flute like crazy, and turn the cloth black. haha, then he holds the polished part to clean the top part. LOLS. then after practice, he stayed behind just to polish his flute. giving him the good one not that bad an idea, at least he takes good CARE of it. and is not we tell him must polish until nice nice, is he did it on his own. that's why he's michelle's TRUE junior, cos michelle also quite automatically cleans the flute. hehe. since only 4 really really working, one close hole one open hole. so since chinrong has the closed hole, have to really train him properly to hold the flute properly and not get lazy, and to maintain properly. rule for flutes, MAINTAIN INSTRUMENT AT ALL TIMES. yeah, our sch instruments too few to let all break down man.. and also no eating CHICKEN BISCUITS before practice.. they stink
been photoshopping a lot recently. well, that's probably cos i just figured it out.. WHATEVER I'M SLOW. obviously i need lessons though. oops!
name of the title? interesting question.. i shall not explain. IT'S JUST A WINDS THING
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for me wait would you?
staying back for band more recently, to teach sec1 but haven't really been able to. by the time i reach sec1 all back in band room le. good thing i got TRUSTABLE sec3s in the flute.. or rather sec3 only one.. hmm..
the instruments have been finalized for sec1. i got 3 juniors now.. but i only have 4 flutes. one is michelle's, one is evian's, that leaves two. I DON'T HAVE FLUTES FOR 3 JUNIORS! get that man.. besides i'd rather have one junior to teach from scratch then ten juniors that play well and play before who give me attitude. i want a GOOD junior, as in guai de. and i got one.. chinrong. evian and michelle are just.. hard to put in words..
chinrong is really michelle's junior man.. we got him cloth the other day, erm.. refer to foreveramen for that story. then before i came in apparently michelle and evian said he was cleaning his flute like crazy, and turn the cloth black. haha, then he holds the polished part to clean the top part. LOLS. then after practice, he stayed behind just to polish his flute. giving him the good one not that bad an idea, at least he takes good CARE of it. and is not we tell him must polish until nice nice, is he did it on his own. that's why he's michelle's TRUE junior, cos michelle also quite automatically cleans the flute. hehe. since only 4 really really working, one close hole one open hole. so since chinrong has the closed hole, have to really train him properly to hold the flute properly and not get lazy, and to maintain properly. rule for flutes, MAINTAIN INSTRUMENT AT ALL TIMES. yeah, our sch instruments too few to let all break down man.. and also no eating CHICKEN BISCUITS before practice.. they stink
been photoshopping a lot recently. well, that's probably cos i just figured it out.. WHATEVER I'M SLOW. obviously i need lessons though. oops!
name of the title? interesting question.. i shall not explain. IT'S JUST A WINDS THING
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it's a silver
April 06, 2009 07:16 PM
it's a
silver..
the gwhs don't count for anything. so what? get your golds and honors.
but that one silver, that single medal. that silver just breaks it, it puts us where we really are. it makes one really think.. are we really that bad?
it you had gotten bronze, i'd not have felt so bad. if you had gotten anything lower i'd be evil. but you got a silver, and you showed me down.
and just a day from first week..
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the gwhs don't count for anything. so what? get your golds and honors.
but that one silver, that single medal. that silver just breaks it, it puts us where we really are. it makes one really think.. are we really that bad?
it you had gotten bronze, i'd not have felt so bad. if you had gotten anything lower i'd be evil. but you got a silver, and you showed me down.
and just a day from first week..
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for me wait would you? trust you i do
bronze
April 05, 2009 12:00 AM
retarded
reaction..
yeah, only a bronze. sad? maybe. i'm missing band like crap. been staying back for band so often, i miss the rehearsals, practices, so much. a chunk of life is gone. however much i want it to, it'll never come back.
scared for life. my lips will never be the same, my fingers will never run the same way. my teeth still move, and i still can feel that teeth made mark in my lips. living without the music of the band, the weird-ness it has made us into, the crazy times the good memories. bronze? so what. we've become better musicians, we've become very close, and the bonds created through the tension stress and intensiveness of this syf period has brought us to where we are. everyone's missing it, this syf's been different from the rest, the 07 one whatever. the band's different, the way we communicate is different, most of everything is a notch above two years back. it's just different, and it's making the feeling stronger cos from so much of it, suddenly comes so little. now i can only dream of what's to come, hope that though the setting is different, situation had changed, the relationships will continue to stand strong. at least there is still the sec 1s..
speaking of which this year, unless he decided to go another section which i hope he doesn't, we flute have a male junior! yes, hopefully he has lots of air to blow out.
i'm going back to teach, i'm
pretty sure cos the missing feeling is there.
and i want to teach. at least i can do something
for my section, whether or not it be good.
and wong kahchun is so.. couldn't tell and never would've guessed he's actually so good! famous even maybe. and he's taking the recruit band? cool-ness! pass the knowledge man!
link for life
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you i trusted, and i hope it will never die
yeah, only a bronze. sad? maybe. i'm missing band like crap. been staying back for band so often, i miss the rehearsals, practices, so much. a chunk of life is gone. however much i want it to, it'll never come back.
scared for life. my lips will never be the same, my fingers will never run the same way. my teeth still move, and i still can feel that teeth made mark in my lips. living without the music of the band, the weird-ness it has made us into, the crazy times the good memories. bronze? so what. we've become better musicians, we've become very close, and the bonds created through the tension stress and intensiveness of this syf period has brought us to where we are. everyone's missing it, this syf's been different from the rest, the 07 one whatever. the band's different, the way we communicate is different, most of everything is a notch above two years back. it's just different, and it's making the feeling stronger cos from so much of it, suddenly comes so little. now i can only dream of what's to come, hope that though the setting is different, situation had changed, the relationships will continue to stand strong. at least there is still the sec 1s..
speaking of which this year, unless he decided to go another section which i hope he doesn't, we flute have a male junior! yes, hopefully he has lots of air to blow out.
i'm going back to teach, i'm
pretty sure cos the missing feeling is there.
and i want to teach. at least i can do something
for my section, whether or not it be good.
and wong kahchun is so.. couldn't tell and never would've guessed he's actually so good! famous even maybe. and he's taking the recruit band? cool-ness! pass the knowledge man!
link for life
This is Carissa, signing out
you i trusted, and i hope it will never die