this is the preposterously crazed blog of carissa
o death, where is thy victory? o death where is thy sting? ~1cor 15:55

over relaxed

band today, things are all on foreveramen.


later amos's bday. will update on that later.
if you see this before i post on foreveramen, refresh in like 10min. it should be up.


oh ya! don't think want to mention on foreveramen..
rayner told me two weeks ago that he wan get sharon a reed for her bday. but he like didn't buy until now. so just now after practice sharon told me that rayner just gave her say na, happy birthday. like crazy slow rayner! and he buy for her 5 bucks she buy for herself 4 buck BEFORE discount. goodness how weird can our CLARINET SL get??!!
n.o. rayner, it's just funny :P



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rayner you slow la

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musictec is getting lame. what music blog... totally rubbish.





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feeling very inferior

CT!!! OVER!

hi-z


CT IS OVER!
yayes. breathing space.. but then syf is coming.. and then after that prelim 1, then prelim 2 or whatever else. yikes-ed. celebrate while you can girl!

yes, i post everyday on foreveramen, but i vv lazy go link so if here got nothing just go there find me kays?
actually also dunno why i post everyday. i just very de free and very de bored so since vv few ppl know about foreveramen, it's a good way to bored out..





anyways, i go post there le. :P then slack off on imeem or something, go find all the band songs.




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escape from plato's cave

escape... brings back such memories...

SYF07, my first real competition.
SYF09, the one i shall not forget.



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common tests.

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evian.. i hope not..



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link out... just press the below link or the Carissa over there can?


byes


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link first hor






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to bad someone stole MY smiles... too bad, no half smiles on the com


carissa is not happy

You know better than i

I thought I did what's right
I thought I had the answers
I thought I chose the surest road
But that road brought me here
So I put up a fight
And told you how to help me
Now just when I have given up
The truth is coming clear

You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For You know better than I

If this has been a test
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing
I don't know is part of getting through
I tried to do what's best
But faith has made it easy
To see the best thing i can do
Is to put my trust in You.

For, You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For You know better than I

Coda:
I saw one cloud and thought it was a sky
I saw a bird and thought that I could follow
But it was You who taught that bird to fly
If i let You reach me
Will You teach me.

For, You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
I'll take what answers you supply
You know better than I



you know better than i..

love that song, it’s something i need to understand.



forever and ever, amen



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laziness is a NON-VIRTUE

but i still lazy luhs.

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carissa is sad cos i’m crippled of another flute..





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i try and try to understand the distance inbetween

PEOPLE

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went lunch with gloria and annabelle, bought food for janice and sharon. took train to parliament house with janice TAN, classmate, gloria, annabelle, mrs janice LIM, teacher, and sharon. mrs lim is very nice, like she talks to us like we’re friend-ish kindof thing. she was asking sharon and me about her handphone cos she has the same one! just the bronze color. but then she saw the red and was like, the person cheat me! LOL

she is nice lorh. before we went elaine asked whether can bring hp, and she was like, you all really want to bring? and of course yes, so she said, okok, bring lor. YES! so brought hp and ipod along. hahas (:

janice is super fun. at the stn, on route to parliament house, she was calling us darlings, but since there are 4 of us, how to differentiate? haha. gave us different names, dunno how long they’d last though. :O
on way back talked with sharon about band stuffs. depressing sometimes. blehs. i guess sometimes life has problems, and since alot of my life is in band, it should have problems too? O.o


anyways, i go sleep le. dad let me make facebook account, still dunno how to use siaz...



go sleep le, tomorrow then figure out ba.


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smile? only when there’s a reason to smile. laugh? only when there something to laugh at. talk? only when there’s something to talk about

crying

not really, just tears. and i dunno why either..



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i want it to end, i want it to go away forever. i want to fall asleep and wake up with all my worries flown away





edited in at 6:14AM: sometimes i wonder. is it just natural curiosity? if every interaction we have with another person is rated, what would this be? if there really were best friends, what does it mean? what does it have to be before it’s best friends?

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i want it to end, i want it to go away forever. i want to fall asleep and wake up with all my worries flown away

greetings!

i think i link here first ba, cos i got a bit to post out.


hehe. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON! i’ll lay off for... erm... a month like last year kays?







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may you be blessed

it's their business, not mine

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when i look at the clarinet’s blog, i don’t know what to think, except that it’s sad that such things can happen to a band as small as ours












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i try and try to understand the difference inbetween

Mr Wong Kah Chun(composition major)

guest conductor today. hehe. he is quite a cool conductor. his actions while he conduct vv funny. but he doesn’t neglect us flutes. YES! like mrtan, like to ignore the presence of the flute, and better yet, he loves to forget the existence of the oh so wind-loving piccolo, me.


so it was okay today. but mich was doing her MATH homework. sianz, surds. ask me to help so much sia. but then in the end, sharon and rayner sms me say daniel vv angry. O.o weird right? they say maybe because the sec4 brass all came in LATE. anyways, i have to say, the senior brass are really very infuriating. he senior winds are actually vv guai lor. always come early, mostly never late.

anyways. then about SPA this morning... quite easy la. a couple of ppl totally messed theirs, but i had lots of time after mine so. yupps. and my ans is supposed to be right, around the range most ppl have. so ok. but now my fingers smell like physics plastercine, which stinks. and my piccolo has a little smell too. yikes-ed.






okok. i have hw, i always have stuff to do seems, or maybe i just slack a lot, especially new stories.. hehe. dedicated to... ~smiles




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you and i will always be, celebrating life together

orchestral winds

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tried clarinet today. i can play le leh! and i figured out how to get a sound. but have to try more. but i guess even though i like the clarinet, i still like flute better, guess i always will. Happy

anyways...





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lazy le. today sectionals. tomorrow rayner ask me stay, so i pull evian also. i think sharon mavis should be there too. haha. i am GOING TO practice fingering, vibrato?, low notes.







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your the best friend i’ve had, the one who’s been there this lag of my life

pics!

pics are reuploaded. pls check it out.. and TAG ME!

i haven’t post on foreveramen yet but in advance...


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sch getting weirder and weirder and dumber and dumber.









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afraid that it’s been ruined, all of it

sectionals

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okok. link out.







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to come out of myself and still keep within my limits has become a chore