Jan 2009
SCH reprise
January 30, 2009 03:05 PM
i know i
very de retarded, post about SCH then now post
again... but, now i got extension cos last night no
time...
okok, for DETAILs, or rough details, go evian de blog see her post, cos mine won’t be so main frame, cos this blog is PROTECTED! haha.
anyways basically skip everything cept cf, dumb right? go abck for CF.. but anyways aft that went to band room with sharon and julia, like duh 4e only has 4 band ppl, then well, kind of sad cos cannot miss assembly. then set instrument, warm up abit then go eat breakfast, but i stayed in bandroom with a couple other guys, sharon... forget le. then warm up somemore, then load the bus go SCH. it was winds one bus brass one bus. but we didn’t help percussion this time cos too many ppl, mostly brass, helping. then while waiting to go evian, mich and i was playing with the bricks on the carpark floor, and one came out... opps! so went back into bus hide. :P then was talking with sharon on the bus till reach SCH. topic, very wide range, as usual, but got onto JCs for a while, and traffic control, ya la nv study sec3 ss de, then Rayner was in front watching stuff on his mp3. so it was rayner, me then behind sharon, sat alone cos instrumentS need a seat too!
when we reached syf just came back. was talking bout the coldness of it, about the nervousness, the stomach cramps, the fear from the ppl before us... man.. it just seemed that syf was coming again too soon. then wait for a long time like syf07 then went down to help percussion, in the end too many ppl so went back up and set instrument. when all was set we went in and started rehearsing with ahtan. elias and eugene were there, and jacob too i think. but it was so short by the time we just got settled in, the time was up. sad. but at least got a chance to relive the solemnness. then on way back talk with sharon some-more, and, the sec3 clarinet+sec4N clarinet are WHACKO. serious. they are vv amusing. rayner was sitting back row with evian, then right side facing driver is sharon, left side carol and mavis, then infront of sharon is me and the other side is jingting and denise jr. apparently rayner is a sister now... O.o?
then mrslai let us have RECESS till CF period. haha. not bad, if not would have had to go for geog. blehs. after school went down to band room for sectionals. at first, there was sharon, me, shiming, michelle, evian... wenlong weichen but the two of them were doing math. then sharon went for remedial, rayner came... can’t remember when hweeyee, qiannee, olivia and mavis came... hmm. then daniel came and elias and eugene. julia was there too. but in the end only left me, sharon, mavis, olivia, hweeyee qiannee, rayner, wenlong, julia and michelle doing library stamping scores, evian elias eugene daniel, come aft pe. towards the better half, also the slacking-er half, only me, rayner, sharon, mavis, evian, seniors and daniel left. a little fun at the end, cos the band room was crazy cold and rayner was going flute-crazy. and i tried the clar... erm... can’t remember whose, i think rayner and sharons de, and i can blow le! almost a scale... till b then cannot, but they said they took 3 weeks to play it so.. haha! but i don’t have enough air, while rayner has too much air for flute. haha, he plays a whole octave higher than the norm, the above the staff ones rather then within the staff. then elias was asking random qs, like ‘hi how’s life?’ erm... then he asked for my chi name, and i said yanshan, and he really likes it... so he keeps calling it. like whatever, can’t i be yanshan? and then sharon’s chi name, but i think he likes mine better. so trained home with em. but left only me on the marina bay side. elias, eugene, sharon, daniel, can’t remember but i think mavis left alr, went to the jurong side. anyways... the cramped out hw.
anyways i needa go musictec le.
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predict the future i cannot, but guard my reactions can i
okok, for DETAILs, or rough details, go evian de blog see her post, cos mine won’t be so main frame, cos this blog is PROTECTED! haha.
anyways basically skip everything cept cf, dumb right? go abck for CF.. but anyways aft that went to band room with sharon and julia, like duh 4e only has 4 band ppl, then well, kind of sad cos cannot miss assembly. then set instrument, warm up abit then go eat breakfast, but i stayed in bandroom with a couple other guys, sharon... forget le. then warm up somemore, then load the bus go SCH. it was winds one bus brass one bus. but we didn’t help percussion this time cos too many ppl, mostly brass, helping. then while waiting to go evian, mich and i was playing with the bricks on the carpark floor, and one came out... opps! so went back into bus hide. :P then was talking with sharon on the bus till reach SCH. topic, very wide range, as usual, but got onto JCs for a while, and traffic control, ya la nv study sec3 ss de, then Rayner was in front watching stuff on his mp3. so it was rayner, me then behind sharon, sat alone cos instrumentS need a seat too!
when we reached syf just came back. was talking bout the coldness of it, about the nervousness, the stomach cramps, the fear from the ppl before us... man.. it just seemed that syf was coming again too soon. then wait for a long time like syf07 then went down to help percussion, in the end too many ppl so went back up and set instrument. when all was set we went in and started rehearsing with ahtan. elias and eugene were there, and jacob too i think. but it was so short by the time we just got settled in, the time was up. sad. but at least got a chance to relive the solemnness. then on way back talk with sharon some-more, and, the sec3 clarinet+sec4N clarinet are WHACKO. serious. they are vv amusing. rayner was sitting back row with evian, then right side facing driver is sharon, left side carol and mavis, then infront of sharon is me and the other side is jingting and denise jr. apparently rayner is a sister now... O.o?
then mrslai let us have RECESS till CF period. haha. not bad, if not would have had to go for geog. blehs. after school went down to band room for sectionals. at first, there was sharon, me, shiming, michelle, evian... wenlong weichen but the two of them were doing math. then sharon went for remedial, rayner came... can’t remember when hweeyee, qiannee, olivia and mavis came... hmm. then daniel came and elias and eugene. julia was there too. but in the end only left me, sharon, mavis, olivia, hweeyee qiannee, rayner, wenlong, julia and michelle doing library stamping scores, evian elias eugene daniel, come aft pe. towards the better half, also the slacking-er half, only me, rayner, sharon, mavis, evian, seniors and daniel left. a little fun at the end, cos the band room was crazy cold and rayner was going flute-crazy. and i tried the clar... erm... can’t remember whose, i think rayner and sharons de, and i can blow le! almost a scale... till b then cannot, but they said they took 3 weeks to play it so.. haha! but i don’t have enough air, while rayner has too much air for flute. haha, he plays a whole octave higher than the norm, the above the staff ones rather then within the staff. then elias was asking random qs, like ‘hi how’s life?’ erm... then he asked for my chi name, and i said yanshan, and he really likes it... so he keeps calling it. like whatever, can’t i be yanshan? and then sharon’s chi name, but i think he likes mine better. so trained home with em. but left only me on the marina bay side. elias, eugene, sharon, daniel, can’t remember but i think mavis left alr, went to the jurong side. anyways... the cramped out hw.
anyways i needa go musictec le.
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SYF!
January 29, 2009 08:37 PM
not here
yet, but the heat is here..
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talking about syf two years back with sharon really brought it back.. and will i ever forget syf07? the bronze? and this year, how the stress is up once again, and even more than before..
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talking about syf two years back with sharon really brought it back.. and will i ever forget syf07? the bronze? and this year, how the stress is up once again, and even more than before..
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January 28, 2009 12:04 AM
i
disappoint myself, in so many ways sometimes it’s
dumb, because i’m basically torturing myself
cny09
January 27, 2009 12:31 AM
link!
strokeS224!
argh! tomorrow must do hw le, then SIANZ! school on wed... must practice tomorrow too, and still got math tuition and chi tuition... SO MUCH TO DO! nvm, enjoy for a while, tomorrow night must study le. really crack down study.
hope my voice gets better, it sounds ok now, but seriously, it’s weird having a sore throat, and a sore voice... been like that all day, if i take attendance on wed and thurs, going to have a bit of problems... yikes-ed
okok, i go shower le
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argh! tomorrow must do hw le, then SIANZ! school on wed... must practice tomorrow too, and still got math tuition and chi tuition... SO MUCH TO DO! nvm, enjoy for a while, tomorrow night must study le. really crack down study.
hope my voice gets better, it sounds ok now, but seriously, it’s weird having a sore throat, and a sore voice... been like that all day, if i take attendance on wed and thurs, going to have a bit of problems... yikes-ed
okok, i go shower le
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January 25, 2009 12:05 AM
OBVIOUSLY
i won’t wear... but it becomes such an event it makes
me look bad not too.. ARGHs!!
so much for being... me-ish..
today band mock judging so sad... seniors gave cop. it’s sad, that however much you work for it, everyone else slacks they’re time off and pulls you down from at least bronze to cop. work more with the section... work more with the other wind ppl, hopefully we can clear this with a definite silver.. but can’t count on anything when the players aren’t serious, and spend lots of time talking and laughing... can’t get anything done? then just get out and let those who want to work work. sounding a lot like daniel... but WE NEED THAT SILVER! and if we are able to get the silver, why not go for it? not like we’re cop standard..
anyways... gotta go to bed..
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one tiny detail spoils all.. that’s how it works?
so much for being... me-ish..
today band mock judging so sad... seniors gave cop. it’s sad, that however much you work for it, everyone else slacks they’re time off and pulls you down from at least bronze to cop. work more with the section... work more with the other wind ppl, hopefully we can clear this with a definite silver.. but can’t count on anything when the players aren’t serious, and spend lots of time talking and laughing... can’t get anything done? then just get out and let those who want to work work. sounding a lot like daniel... but WE NEED THAT SILVER! and if we are able to get the silver, why not go for it? not like we’re cop standard..
anyways... gotta go to bed..
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January 23, 2009 01:58 PM
please
remind me to take down that message on the front page
in 17 days...
LINK TO FOREVERAMEN!
LINK TO FOREVERAMEN!
祝你，
新年快乐，
年年有余， 身体健康， 万事如意！
just a
little something for CNY... COUSINS IN CANADA! SHOW
POPO THIS!
婆婆，新年快乐,
身体健康
must make
bigbig for popo. plus red for effect.. hehe, going
mad alr...
okok, enough chinese liaoz...
tomorrow reunion dinner + band prac + mock judging...
hope my throat gets better...
MUST TAG HOR!
also, go this link... pass is FROSTTBITE, in small
caps...
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sick
January 22, 2009 03:10 PM
ya... one
word to sum it up. had fever this morning... and
ARGH! missed 2tests plus sectionals. sianz
and can’t even practice at home cos i’m SICK dun want to infect my flute.
anyways today went to kaufu’s clinic. gab was there, receptionist. apparently today is his last day. haha. he actually looks quite good. i dunno, maybe i never stopped to notice it. he is very langzai. talk to him a little. but he looks so blur. anyways reunion dinner is on satrday, guess will go aft band prac. kaufu also runny nose so... hope we both get better by then, be horrible to be sick on cny.
after that went to sembawang shopping center to pick up grandma and grandpa and dropped by their house, gab’s place, to get leengo. note, all chinese is cantonese... then took medicine. you should have seen the fever tablet! so HUGE! i hate swallowing tablets.
now mom and out and going to pick up jo. i’m supposed to be sleeping but you know, hard to sleep in mid day when i’m not strongly sick.
and i figured out why i’m sick too. yesterday in the afternoon was really really hot and we were doing drills. so of course sweat till my back was trickling. then went into band room, which aircon is very very cold. so since my immune system is like... erm.. no comment... i think i langchen, thats what momma said. good thing not so bad. i needa go back to sch tomorrow... and i need to be a-okay by saturday for our mock judging....
okok, i’m sweating my head off in here...
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sometimes it seems torture just trying to figure out if what it is is what i think it is or what i hope it is.
and can’t even practice at home cos i’m SICK dun want to infect my flute.
anyways today went to kaufu’s clinic. gab was there, receptionist. apparently today is his last day. haha. he actually looks quite good. i dunno, maybe i never stopped to notice it. he is very langzai. talk to him a little. but he looks so blur. anyways reunion dinner is on satrday, guess will go aft band prac. kaufu also runny nose so... hope we both get better by then, be horrible to be sick on cny.
after that went to sembawang shopping center to pick up grandma and grandpa and dropped by their house, gab’s place, to get leengo. note, all chinese is cantonese... then took medicine. you should have seen the fever tablet! so HUGE! i hate swallowing tablets.
now mom and out and going to pick up jo. i’m supposed to be sleeping but you know, hard to sleep in mid day when i’m not strongly sick.
and i figured out why i’m sick too. yesterday in the afternoon was really really hot and we were doing drills. so of course sweat till my back was trickling. then went into band room, which aircon is very very cold. so since my immune system is like... erm.. no comment... i think i langchen, thats what momma said. good thing not so bad. i needa go back to sch tomorrow... and i need to be a-okay by saturday for our mock judging....
okok, i’m sweating my head off in here...
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sometimes it seems torture just trying to figure out if what it is is what i think it is or what i hope it is.
whoots shaun!
January 21, 2009 09:39 PM
foreveramen post
i think got mention that i got new W910i phone right? yeah, and i named it! haha, retarding... i guess i not trading this one le, cos it’s got a name. shaun.
tomorrow staying with two sec1, other flutes and oboe, sharon, rayner and mavis and denise the senior. sectionals. i want to stay later then denise the senior, cos i don’t wanna tear out between the clar and senior. yikes-ed. apparently, the sl of clar is vv unpopular. from dew till now, then now the clar like split over rayner le. haiz... sometimes small section makes sense. i mean, maybe they dun like me ar... but i like all my juniors, and we talk enough. but PLS LARH! IF DUN LIKE ME PLS BE HONEST! i’d rather change to suit you guys, then be hated all my life thinking i was ok.
neat freak. second note 4e09 lining up is horrible. cannot line up in twos/threes isit? two/three, fine, but seriously, five in a row??!! vv annoying, like cannot stay apart for just 25 min, if do then will shrivel up and die. like HELLO?! won’t die right? just sit in threes for a hile, then the rest of the day talk all you want..
okok, i’m out. vv tired, wanna sleep, feel absolutely horrible, and tomorrow got 2 test + sectionals + phy prac so cannot miss sch.
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i don’t want the line to break so bad, i wanna keep this friends FOREVER!
i think got mention that i got new W910i phone right? yeah, and i named it! haha, retarding... i guess i not trading this one le, cos it’s got a name. shaun.
tomorrow staying with two sec1, other flutes and oboe, sharon, rayner and mavis and denise the senior. sectionals. i want to stay later then denise the senior, cos i don’t wanna tear out between the clar and senior. yikes-ed. apparently, the sl of clar is vv unpopular. from dew till now, then now the clar like split over rayner le. haiz... sometimes small section makes sense. i mean, maybe they dun like me ar... but i like all my juniors, and we talk enough. but PLS LARH! IF DUN LIKE ME PLS BE HONEST! i’d rather change to suit you guys, then be hated all my life thinking i was ok.
neat freak. second note 4e09 lining up is horrible. cannot line up in twos/threes isit? two/three, fine, but seriously, five in a row??!! vv annoying, like cannot stay apart for just 25 min, if do then will shrivel up and die. like HELLO?! won’t die right? just sit in threes for a hile, then the rest of the day talk all you want..
okok, i’m out. vv tired, wanna sleep, feel absolutely horrible, and tomorrow got 2 test + sectionals + phy prac so cannot miss sch.
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youtube stuff
January 20, 2009 07:24 PM
link!
tired sia, almost slept in english class...
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tired sia, almost slept in english class...
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January 19, 2009 10:12 PM
DRILLS!!!!
NO COMMENT.
link up..
lazy le... so embarrassing, so many ppl saw us and we were so bad... until the end. then daniel the mace thing cewls leh!
got new phone! W810i. had a feeling same as sharon de, turns out it is, but different color. haha. and now grandma will be same phone. hers will be bronze. hers is NICE, but mom says she’d like that better than black so i give her lorh...
anyways listening to the NUTCRACKER now. I LIKE NUTCRACKER!!! vv nice to listen to. hehe. windFREAK here.. can’t wait for wed, finish drills and then full force into SYF. anxious and wishes it will last all year round. haha, i like that....
anyways sleep le.
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link up..
lazy le... so embarrassing, so many ppl saw us and we were so bad... until the end. then daniel the mace thing cewls leh!
got new phone! W810i. had a feeling same as sharon de, turns out it is, but different color. haha. and now grandma will be same phone. hers will be bronze. hers is NICE, but mom says she’d like that better than black so i give her lorh...
anyways listening to the NUTCRACKER now. I LIKE NUTCRACKER!!! vv nice to listen to. hehe. windFREAK here.. can’t wait for wed, finish drills and then full force into SYF. anxious and wishes it will last all year round. haha, i like that....
anyways sleep le.
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I try and try, to understand, the distance in between.. the love I feel, the things i fear, I dearly say good dream....
oh hehehe hahaha
January 15, 2009 08:08 PM
today i
shall type here and copy to foreveramen... !
sectionals to rox, well, when it’s not structured. today stay back for sectionals. i play in the beginning, then i accomplished something! before i slacked off. danse, remembered, anchors, remembered, high high Bb and high high c can pith on piccolo!! yayes! and also tongue that danse thing larh. only, i keep messing the 16th notes. blehs. then rayner come de so late then i hardly practice liaoz cos we talked a lot, me, sharon, julia and him. plus haris, but he didn’t do anything. poor guy. haha.
okok, i dun feel like posting on foreveramen. bonus here larhs. anyways shucks, weili saw us doing drills yesterday. ARGH! he very de funny. but i don’t want him to see the drill thing cos i feel really really really really stupid doing it. anyways... then today we had career keys workshop. quite okay. we had this game. write an occupation and put it on someone’s back and have them guess. i wrote general practitioner, annabelle wrote undertaker, my suggestion, and she put it on gloria’s back i put on sharon’s back. then i got professional sportsperson, something i confirm will NEVER do. but anyways. quite funny.
band had to pump evian 20 cos michelle and i tested her. but well, obviously she got lots of wrong lar, but i told mich i will test her, and then she can test me, and then karmen also test then if there’s wrong all pump together. must be fair to evian, cos we also have lots of wrong notes. but evian really doesn’t dare to play out. should, cos she’s the only sec2! and she’ll be the senior in no time, after michelle graduates with her PICCOLO.
left flute and picc in school, cos going back on sat. it’s a syf practice, 9-3. like woahs, starting long ones le. but no matter. it’s syf. complain a little, then get down to it and REALIZE we NEED IT FOR A SILVER!! what gets me is the DRILLS! i dun like drills. i always wished i could do them, and now i have to, it’s really straneous, and my arm muscles will hurt from holding the flute so straight... 90 degrees i mean. oh well, part and parcel of becoming to be becoming. haha. yupps, choing chewpeng journal q. how can i become, and continue to becoming to be becoming.
i tried playing piano just now, but my fingers don’t flow anymore. i realize that over the past 2 months, i’ve been playing more flute than piano, and my fingers are more flute-inized, meaning i can run well on the flute now coz my fingers know the notes, not just my head but my fingers too. but when i switch to piano, they don’t run together as two parts, but together like on the flute, so basically i need to practice both, but i lose touch on the piano when i get my flute well, and vise versa. i think, i think i’d rather drop piano, and channel everything into playing the flute WELL, especially since i want to take it seriously. speaking of which i got research to do on that...
flutes blog is dying alr. WAKE UP DUDETTES! post and keep the FLUTE ALIVE!
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I try and try, to understand, the distance in between.. the love I feel, the things i fear, I dearly say good dream....
sectionals to rox, well, when it’s not structured. today stay back for sectionals. i play in the beginning, then i accomplished something! before i slacked off. danse, remembered, anchors, remembered, high high Bb and high high c can pith on piccolo!! yayes! and also tongue that danse thing larh. only, i keep messing the 16th notes. blehs. then rayner come de so late then i hardly practice liaoz cos we talked a lot, me, sharon, julia and him. plus haris, but he didn’t do anything. poor guy. haha.
okok, i dun feel like posting on foreveramen. bonus here larhs. anyways shucks, weili saw us doing drills yesterday. ARGH! he very de funny. but i don’t want him to see the drill thing cos i feel really really really really stupid doing it. anyways... then today we had career keys workshop. quite okay. we had this game. write an occupation and put it on someone’s back and have them guess. i wrote general practitioner, annabelle wrote undertaker, my suggestion, and she put it on gloria’s back i put on sharon’s back. then i got professional sportsperson, something i confirm will NEVER do. but anyways. quite funny.
band had to pump evian 20 cos michelle and i tested her. but well, obviously she got lots of wrong lar, but i told mich i will test her, and then she can test me, and then karmen also test then if there’s wrong all pump together. must be fair to evian, cos we also have lots of wrong notes. but evian really doesn’t dare to play out. should, cos she’s the only sec2! and she’ll be the senior in no time, after michelle graduates with her PICCOLO.
left flute and picc in school, cos going back on sat. it’s a syf practice, 9-3. like woahs, starting long ones le. but no matter. it’s syf. complain a little, then get down to it and REALIZE we NEED IT FOR A SILVER!! what gets me is the DRILLS! i dun like drills. i always wished i could do them, and now i have to, it’s really straneous, and my arm muscles will hurt from holding the flute so straight... 90 degrees i mean. oh well, part and parcel of becoming to be becoming. haha. yupps, choing chewpeng journal q. how can i become, and continue to becoming to be becoming.
i tried playing piano just now, but my fingers don’t flow anymore. i realize that over the past 2 months, i’ve been playing more flute than piano, and my fingers are more flute-inized, meaning i can run well on the flute now coz my fingers know the notes, not just my head but my fingers too. but when i switch to piano, they don’t run together as two parts, but together like on the flute, so basically i need to practice both, but i lose touch on the piano when i get my flute well, and vise versa. i think, i think i’d rather drop piano, and channel everything into playing the flute WELL, especially since i want to take it seriously. speaking of which i got research to do on that...
flutes blog is dying alr. WAKE UP DUDETTES! post and keep the FLUTE ALIVE!
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I try and try, to understand, the distance in between.. the love I feel, the things i fear, I dearly say good dream....
January 14, 2009 07:37 PM
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yala yala, i lazy larh...
the cake just now was nice.. for wengsun. so sad cannot see her anymore le. out of my 3 years in band this last year was quite close to my seniors. yike-esd, i’m the senior now. ARGHS!
btw it’s frosttbite. i just change for fun de.
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yala yala, i lazy larh...
the cake just now was nice.. for wengsun. so sad cannot see her anymore le. out of my 3 years in band this last year was quite close to my seniors. yike-esd, i’m the senior now. ARGHS!
btw it’s frosttbite. i just change for fun de.
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drills!!!!
January 13, 2009 09:05 PM
hehes...
DRILLS SUCK!
seriously... okok , not suck larh... but really really WEIRD for me, being ME.
okok, tomorrow drills with instruments... so now late liaoz so i go do hw le...
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at first it seems to die, then at the very end, it opens again..
seriously... okok , not suck larh... but really really WEIRD for me, being ME.
okok, tomorrow drills with instruments... so now late liaoz so i go do hw le...
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at first it seems to die, then at the very end, it opens again..
strain?
January 08, 2009 10:12 PM
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today in CF talked about future in universities. so mslem asked us to think what we want to do, then find out the pre-required stuff, then see what we should do in JC. and i alr knew, but shared com with gloria cos mine was broken, like most computers in the sch lab. and you know what? i know now what i am GOING to do when i get to uni, if i get to uni and IF i can make it in....
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the line is so fine it’s hardly there...
today in CF talked about future in universities. so mslem asked us to think what we want to do, then find out the pre-required stuff, then see what we should do in JC. and i alr knew, but shared com with gloria cos mine was broken, like most computers in the sch lab. and you know what? i know now what i am GOING to do when i get to uni, if i get to uni and IF i can make it in....
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the line is so fine it’s hardly there...
yadayada
January 07, 2009 09:48 PM
hmm..
physically tired does NOT = to mentally tired.
exception, mornings...
this year will have lots of commitments. especially for syf. somehow, looking forward to it, and at the same time, seriously hoping it would be easy. but, even the things i like aren’t all cake. it looks easy, it sounds relaxing, it seems like it would be much trouble. but in actual fact, it only gets EASY and RELAXING and TROUBLE-LESS after the hard work in the beginning. get it right now and i guess i’ll be ready for everything when i’m older. so if now i get angry and frstrated over band stuff, know that it will help, and hard work will pay off. maybe not now, but one day... it will.
sec4 is not a name game. you don’t get called sec4 for just being the senior-est in cca or in sch. honestly, sec4 is a cooking session, learning to fry. get it right now, enjoy later. get it wrong now, get burned, seriously. expectations, high, homework, loads, relax, little. BUT, i think i’ll be okay.
btw, for ppl who go foreveramen, and since i know i know you, canada 08 p a s sis frostbite. link? to photos galore there got one link alr cos i’m lazy to redo it again for this site.
okok, i got more homework to do, and i haven’t started on my physics notes i promised me i’d do to keep up and not die over Olvls.
This is Carissa, signing out
saying sorry is one thing, living it is another. but meaning it is a definite
this year will have lots of commitments. especially for syf. somehow, looking forward to it, and at the same time, seriously hoping it would be easy. but, even the things i like aren’t all cake. it looks easy, it sounds relaxing, it seems like it would be much trouble. but in actual fact, it only gets EASY and RELAXING and TROUBLE-LESS after the hard work in the beginning. get it right now and i guess i’ll be ready for everything when i’m older. so if now i get angry and frstrated over band stuff, know that it will help, and hard work will pay off. maybe not now, but one day... it will.
sec4 is not a name game. you don’t get called sec4 for just being the senior-est in cca or in sch. honestly, sec4 is a cooking session, learning to fry. get it right now, enjoy later. get it wrong now, get burned, seriously. expectations, high, homework, loads, relax, little. BUT, i think i’ll be okay.
btw, for ppl who go foreveramen, and since i know i know you, canada 08 p a s sis frostbite. link? to photos galore there got one link alr cos i’m lazy to redo it again for this site.
okok, i got more homework to do, and i haven’t started on my physics notes i promised me i’d do to keep up and not die over Olvls.
This is Carissa, signing out
saying sorry is one thing, living it is another. but meaning it is a definite
for me to know..
January 06, 2009 10:22 PM
seriously
dun feel like posting cos posted on foreveramen.
LINK TO FOREVER AMEN! (see jan 6 post..)
okok, i’m out.
and to justine, i don’t do quiz..
ARGH! some things in life you really dunno until you reach it. and some things you didn’t know you wanted to know that you found out and decided you wanted to have wanted to know it after all.
it’s like that journal thing CCP’s eng class got! that becoming thing...
anyways...
This is Carissa, signing out
the me people accept is the same me that you see, but that same me that they accept seems not to be the me that you want, which is actually your problem [sisters...]
LINK TO FOREVER AMEN! (see jan 6 post..)
okok, i’m out.
and to justine, i don’t do quiz..
ARGH! some things in life you really dunno until you reach it. and some things you didn’t know you wanted to know that you found out and decided you wanted to have wanted to know it after all.
it’s like that journal thing CCP’s eng class got! that becoming thing...
anyways...
This is Carissa, signing out
the me people accept is the same me that you see, but that same me that they accept seems not to be the me that you want, which is actually your problem [sisters...]
