Oct 2008
tablet?
October 31, 2008 03:57 PM
Okay, this
is just... weird...
anyways i'm blogging with a tablet. Dad got each of us kids one, kind 0f for the viability project. anyways actually supposed to do physics now but I'M kind of sianz. So...
later going for ptc, going to get to see all the healthcare people.
really missing them so... yar ...
gosh sounding like Denise ... anyways hope no
seniors come back on Saturday, Kokwei said he
might . I hope he does but not this week, I've a
theory paper this week. Next week would be good,
but hemaynot. kandace also said she'd come soon
to0.
anyways I go do physics alr. Catcha after Ptc!
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sleep...
anyways i'm blogging with a tablet. Dad got each of us kids one, kind 0f for the viability project. anyways actually supposed to do physics now but I'M kind of sianz. So...
later going for ptc, going to get to see all the healthcare people.
really missing them so... yar ...
gosh sounding like Denise ... anyways hope no
seniors come back on Saturday, Kokwei said he
might . I hope he does but not this week, I've a
theory paper this week. Next week would be good,
but hemaynot. kandace also said she'd come soon
to0.
anyways I go do physics alr. Catcha after Ptc!
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sleep...
extended...?
October 29, 2008 08:04 PM
bl-ah blah
bl-blah bl-ah ah
crapping out
smsing
dead
extended lessons sooooo waste time man. then next week gt nco camp they also can miss band. anyways i'm laming. there's math hw... yikes i gotta do. sianz man. anyways we jsut sat there, then eng sat there again.. the math ok do a little... then recess almost 2 periods just sat there. the chem go lab study for like 5 min then rest for half the period. then physics, as always, vv slack. we were like rotting. extended lessons? extended pain. ah bish
and it's nice a quiet-er without tianmin. weili, not as quiet as that glorious week but quiet-er. haha. but it's really boo hoo cos school is vv quiet. cxDcttrc
that is for me to know and for you to find out. ~sticks out tongue~
okok, i go do math liao.
theory is coming! adelin also taking, but grade one and kezia also. haha. so many ppl so fun!
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yak? YAK? Y.A.K.! ARGH
crapping out
smsing
dead
extended lessons sooooo waste time man. then next week gt nco camp they also can miss band. anyways i'm laming. there's math hw... yikes i gotta do. sianz man. anyways we jsut sat there, then eng sat there again.. the math ok do a little... then recess almost 2 periods just sat there. the chem go lab study for like 5 min then rest for half the period. then physics, as always, vv slack. we were like rotting. extended lessons? extended pain. ah bish
and it's nice a quiet-er without tianmin. weili, not as quiet as that glorious week but quiet-er. haha. but it's really boo hoo cos school is vv quiet. cxDcttrc
that is for me to know and for you to find out. ~sticks out tongue~
okok, i go do math liao.
theory is coming! adelin also taking, but grade one and kezia also. haha. so many ppl so fun!
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yak? YAK? Y.A.K.! ARGH
October 28, 2008 09:44 PM
RECESSION!
financial recession, academic recession, worldwide recession... emotional recession ARGH
oo oo! 56th post! hehe
the y.a.k. problem odyssey episode is SOOOOOO cute! ahhahah SO there tianmin.
check xD guys................
smiles~ anyways today first day of extended lessons. super boring. and i mean suuuuuuper boring. haha. but i'm still laughing. teehee. i'm going NUTS... almonds? ARGH
check xD, my brain seriously not working.
haha
okay i'd better get outta here.
ARGH!
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YEAR AGAINST KIDS??!!
financial recession, academic recession, worldwide recession... emotional recession ARGH
oo oo! 56th post! hehe
the y.a.k. problem odyssey episode is SOOOOOO cute! ahhahah SO there tianmin.
check xD guys................
smiles~ anyways today first day of extended lessons. super boring. and i mean suuuuuuper boring. haha. but i'm still laughing. teehee. i'm going NUTS... almonds? ARGH
check xD, my brain seriously not working.
haha
okay i'd better get outta here.
ARGH!
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YEAR AGAINST KIDS??!!
October 27, 2008 11:03 AM
hehe.
ok the thing at the top is supposed to have like a huge space between the it's and the i so.... fyi
i bought a photo album yesterday. i wanna make myself a srcapbook. hehe it's the peel kinda album that you
can arrange stuff in. haha~ yupps, new project
for me. it's... erm... project scrapbook? haha.
just like project cody. smiles~
okok, going out now. public holiday today.
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you and you
ok the thing at the top is supposed to have like a huge space between the it's and the i so.... fyi
i bought a photo album yesterday. i wanna make myself a srcapbook. hehe
it's the peel kinda album that you
can arrange stuff in. haha~ yupps, new project
for me. it's... erm... project scrapbook? haha.
just like project cody. smiles~
okok, going out now. public holiday today.
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you and you
old home videos? of course!
October 25, 2008 08:18 PM
first
order of business: CELEBRATING 54 ENTRIES!
hmm... why 54? dunno lehs... erm, it's a nice number divisible by 4? shoot cannot divide by 4... hehe. nvm. i think 54 looks nice. hahas
okok, then the main bish.
ohoh sent off my letter to my mortal yesterday! heehee. my angel sent me mine yesterday. i'm like sooo late lorhs. haha. even wrote.. erm typed?.. my reply to my angel smiles~ anyways guessing who it is couse got lots of weirdo words/phrases like... from this handwriting. and the whole JJ Lin thing, and Twilight saga... so the handwriting was damn cool, looks sooo neat so i figure might be a girl? but it could be... wait a sec, i'm supposed to be talking about home videos!
okok. so dad was transferring the old camcorder videos to dvd and was watching. LOL guess you can never be too old to be a kid, or remember being a kid? it's so... like i say, warm and fuzzy feeling to see all those and have a vague sense of... erm... feeling? of seeing those scenes before. of being happy with my cousins, bossing them out, playing... just being a kid, a kid like they were. and when I go back, hopefully can be like em as well. a teenager. so what's the deal with old home videos? they bring back memories. memories you'll never forget. memories that brighten your day. memories that bring back the simplicity of childhood. memories that make you feel blessed. xD
okok, enough crapping. anyways I'm officially KID MOVIE ADDICT . haha. like i mentioned a lot of times. i'm off to watch bambi. haha xP
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trust=respect?
hmm... why 54? dunno lehs... erm, it's a nice number divisible by 4? shoot cannot divide by 4... hehe. nvm. i think 54 looks nice. hahas
okok, then the main bish.
ohoh sent off my letter to my mortal yesterday! heehee. my angel sent me mine yesterday. i'm like sooo late lorhs. haha. even wrote.. erm typed?.. my reply to my angel smiles~ anyways guessing who it is couse got lots of weirdo words/phrases like... from this handwriting. and the whole JJ Lin thing, and Twilight saga... so the handwriting was damn cool, looks sooo neat so i figure might be a girl? but it could be... wait a sec, i'm supposed to be talking about home videos!
okok. so dad was transferring the old camcorder videos to dvd and was watching. LOL guess you can never be too old to be a kid, or remember being a kid? it's so... like i say, warm and fuzzy feeling to see all those and have a vague sense of... erm... feeling? of seeing those scenes before. of being happy with my cousins, bossing them out, playing... just being a kid, a kid like they were. and when I go back, hopefully can be like em as well. a teenager. so what's the deal with old home videos? they bring back memories. memories you'll never forget. memories that brighten your day. memories that bring back the simplicity of childhood. memories that make you feel blessed. xD
okok, enough crapping. anyways I'm officially KID MOVIE ADDICT . haha. like i mentioned a lot of times. i'm off to watch bambi. haha xP
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generating gaps
October 24, 2008 11:43 AM
like
WHATEVER evian!
you say not coming mahs, then obviously bring back right? you yourself know must practice then bring back larh, you don wan then just say NO and then crap the rest of band. most of last time ppl seniors ask to bring back they will bring. and WHATEVER i suck can? wouldn't be so worried if got more juniors to take over when karmen mich and i were gone. dudette you're the ONLY junior then confirm will have pressure de. mrtan seriously want HIGH standard. and must revive the flutes, or later great flautists like kokwey and denise would become a rumor. 94 complain 95 also complain. now 93 also complaining can?
okay whatever. comes from reading blogs. :P
anyways gotta do this angel-mortal thing, and no idea what to write, at all. waiting for my angel to write to me then see. BUT HAVEN'T WRITTEN YET. so i smsed yas. i seriously never written before. not a letter at least. and i don't know him at ALL. ARGH!
anyways i gotta do theory. later got lesson. sianz. extra theory seriously SUCKS.
i'm outta here.
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absolutely lovin the movies!... the diff between 93, 94 and 95 flutes/winds vv obvious.. absolute commitment difference xD
edited in at 12:20pm: crap lar stupid cleaning lady put bags on my chair AND table after i told her NOT TO. what the... might as well dun clean, just make it dirty all over again. CRAPPER
you say not coming mahs, then obviously bring back right? you yourself know must practice then bring back larh, you don wan then just say NO and then crap the rest of band. most of last time ppl seniors ask to bring back they will bring. and WHATEVER i suck can? wouldn't be so worried if got more juniors to take over when karmen mich and i were gone. dudette you're the ONLY junior then confirm will have pressure de. mrtan seriously want HIGH standard. and must revive the flutes, or later great flautists like kokwey and denise would become a rumor. 94 complain 95 also complain. now 93 also complaining can?
okay whatever. comes from reading blogs. :P
anyways gotta do this angel-mortal thing, and no idea what to write, at all. waiting for my angel to write to me then see. BUT HAVEN'T WRITTEN YET. so i smsed yas. i seriously never written before. not a letter at least. and i don't know him at ALL. ARGH!
anyways i gotta do theory. later got lesson. sianz. extra theory seriously SUCKS.
i'm outta here.
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absolutely lovin the movies!... the diff between 93, 94 and 95 flutes/winds vv obvious.. absolute commitment difference xD
edited in at 12:20pm: crap lar stupid cleaning lady put bags on my chair AND table after i told her NOT TO. what the... might as well dun clean, just make it dirty all over again. CRAPPER
living it out a day at a time
October 17, 2008 04:40 PM
hehe
sec 2s came around today, back from camp... if you guys mistreated the sec twos, faith, you guys are SO.... so there tianmin xP
blehs
okay, so this have been a great week. the thing about getting back papers is that i get to talk to the best of people in class. teehee. anyways it's been really nice of 3e-ers to talk to me despite their cliques. but then again, im really fine. with foolscap and a pen, or pencil, i'm never really alone. but indeed, you guys mean more to me than anything. wait a sec this is main, check xD man, i'm not spilling.... ~silence~...haha
anyways i still think i'm still weird-ing out. check previous one, and i suppose that watching youtube has been really cool, and i guess watching youtube stuff helps to loosen me up, and i guess i feel more me-ish. haha, so sharon... anyways i guess what i'm trying to say is that i feel relaxed and very me, even though i am already a teen, but i guess there are some kid stuff that really make life interesting. not everything. but i feel that when it comes to barbie and disney cartoon, even though they ARE kid animations, they are quite enjoyable to watch. DON'T LAUGH. ~guilty~ :P
okay, going to work on chinese tuition and get to some more youtube in. hehe. i'm outta here before embarrassment besets me. arghhhh!!!!
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sec 2s came around today, back from camp... if you guys mistreated the sec twos, faith, you guys are SO.... so there tianmin xP
blehs
okay, so this have been a great week. the thing about getting back papers is that i get to talk to the best of people in class. teehee. anyways it's been really nice of 3e-ers to talk to me despite their cliques. but then again, im really fine. with foolscap and a pen, or pencil, i'm never really alone. but indeed, you guys mean more to me than anything. wait a sec this is main, check xD man, i'm not spilling.... ~silence~...haha
anyways i still think i'm still weird-ing out. check previous one, and i suppose that watching youtube has been really cool, and i guess watching youtube stuff helps to loosen me up, and i guess i feel more me-ish. haha, so sharon... anyways i guess what i'm trying to say is that i feel relaxed and very me, even though i am already a teen, but i guess there are some kid stuff that really make life interesting. not everything. but i feel that when it comes to barbie and disney cartoon, even though they ARE kid animations, they are quite enjoyable to watch. DON'T LAUGH. ~guilty~ :P
okay, going to work on chinese tuition and get to some more youtube in. hehe. i'm outta here before embarrassment besets me. arghhhh!!!!
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weird-ing out
October 15, 2008 04:17 PM
lalala
okay, this is super lame, but lyrics!!
I can see it when your feeling low
You can't hide that from me
You're no status quo calico
So why keep trying to be?
'Cause your more than that
Your a doggish cat
I wish you could see the you I see
I say if you bark celebrate it
Leave your mark serenade it
Noah's Ark shoulda had a cat like you
And if what you are is a strange you
Doesn't mean you should change you
Only means you should change your point of view
Hey feline you fetch just fine
To thine own self be true
Your bow-wow's the cat's meow
It's how I know you're you
You don't need the bows or tiaras
Bid your woes sayonara
Trust your nose 'cause it knows the way to go
When you chase your tail, you're enchanting
Spirits sail when your panting,
When you wail
You're a rover Romeo
There is not one hair of you
That I would rearrange
I love you the way you are
And that will never change
That will never change
haha, watseva
And your always free to begin again
And your always free to believe
When you find the place that your heart belongs
You'll never leave
You and I will always be
Celebrating life together
I know I have found a friend forevermore
Love is like a melody
One that I will always treasure
Courage is the key that opens every door
Though you may not know where your gifts may lead
And it may not show at the start
When you live your dream you'll find destiny
Is written in your heart
Though you may not know where your gifts may lead
And it may not show at the start
When you live your dream you'll find destiny
Is written in your heart
ya, i'm a little lame, barbie stuff. but i guess that when i watch kid shows like barbie and disney, i feel very... erm... kiddish? and maybe more relaxed.yikes, guess i'm still a kid inside. watched barbie princess and the pauper, rapunzel, Nutcracker and diamond castle.. and disney's beauty and the beast, snow white, pocahontas, aladdin.. after the exams so far. haha, on youtube... :P.. anyways now i'm going to watch somemore and then... do canada VACATION RESEARCH!! WOO!
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about..?
okay, this is super lame, but lyrics!!
I can see it when your feeling low
You can't hide that from me
You're no status quo calico
So why keep trying to be?
'Cause your more than that
Your a doggish cat
I wish you could see the you I see
I say if you bark celebrate it
Leave your mark serenade it
Noah's Ark shoulda had a cat like you
And if what you are is a strange you
Doesn't mean you should change you
Only means you should change your point of view
Hey feline you fetch just fine
To thine own self be true
Your bow-wow's the cat's meow
It's how I know you're you
You don't need the bows or tiaras
Bid your woes sayonara
Trust your nose 'cause it knows the way to go
When you chase your tail, you're enchanting
Spirits sail when your panting,
When you wail
You're a rover Romeo
There is not one hair of you
That I would rearrange
I love you the way you are
And that will never change
That will never change
haha, watseva
And your always free to begin again
And your always free to believe
When you find the place that your heart belongs
You'll never leave
You and I will always be
Celebrating life together
I know I have found a friend forevermore
Love is like a melody
One that I will always treasure
Courage is the key that opens every door
Though you may not know where your gifts may lead
And it may not show at the start
When you live your dream you'll find destiny
Is written in your heart
Though you may not know where your gifts may lead
And it may not show at the start
When you live your dream you'll find destiny
Is written in your heart
ya, i'm a little lame, barbie stuff. but i guess that when i watch kid shows like barbie and disney, i feel very... erm... kiddish? and maybe more relaxed.yikes, guess i'm still a kid inside. watched barbie princess and the pauper, rapunzel, Nutcracker and diamond castle.. and disney's beauty and the beast, snow white, pocahontas, aladdin.. after the exams so far. haha, on youtube... :P.. anyways now i'm going to watch somemore and then... do canada VACATION RESEARCH!! WOO!
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you know WHO i'm talking
about..?
b•o•r•e•d
October 09, 2008 10:52 PM
so it day
isn't so great. it's downright BORING
especially paper checking one this today and tomorrow.
but i guess it's okay in a sense that i can do whatever i want since it's after exams. i looked through too many adobe tutorials, and played with flash and illustrator, and that's all. tomorrow have musictec, and probably need to do something better with my day. yikes!
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especially paper checking one this today and tomorrow.
but i guess it's okay in a sense that i can do whatever i want since it's after exams. i looked through too many adobe tutorials, and played with flash and illustrator, and that's all. tomorrow have musictec, and probably need to do something better with my day. yikes!
anyways check out xD.
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October 09, 2008 12:03 AM
YAYE!!!!!!!
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
LALALALALA
HURRAY!
okay, anyways just got a bunch of adobe stuff installed, so tommorw on top of IT day going to be PLAYING with my new 'toys' so to speak.. hehe.
anyways tired liao, spent the whole afternoon watching movies on youtube... of all things barbie ones... that was justine's idea and since it's her day, i watched with her.. guilty... but anyways feels so good to have no exams
flamming chihuahua... erm sorry, tianmin says going to have new pe attire next year..FBTs for girl..yikes, i'm so not liking that, but.. well, maybe? and then tianmin says will look weird.. whatever tm, whatever.
so, i gotta go to bed.. check tom riley.
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LALALALALA
HURRAY!
okay, anyways just got a bunch of adobe stuff installed, so tommorw on top of IT day going to be PLAYING with my new 'toys' so to speak.. hehe.
anyways tired liao, spent the whole afternoon watching movies on youtube... of all things barbie ones... that was justine's idea and since it's her day, i watched with her.. guilty... but anyways feels so good to have no exams
flamming chihuahua... erm sorry, tianmin says going to have new pe attire next year..FBTs for girl..yikes, i'm so not liking that, but.. well, maybe? and then tianmin says will look weird.. whatever tm, whatever.
so, i gotta go to bed.. check tom riley.
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IF YOU ARE READING THIS...
October 07, 2008 10:03 PM
IF YOU ARE
READING THIS POST...er... MESSAGE, IT MEANS THAT IT
IS THE 8TH OF OCTOBER 2008, for me at least, AND IT
MEANS THAT YOUR END
OF EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
IT'S TIME TO CELEBRATE! THIS MESSAGE WAS POSTED ON THE 7TH OF OCTOBER. BUT BY THE TIME YOU, or rather me, SEE THIS TOMORROW, YOU ARE FREE FROM EXAMS.
THERE IS ONE THING TO NOTE THOUGH..
IF YOU ARE CARISSA THEN YOU WOULD KNOW THAT YOUR WHOLE LIFE IS LIKE ONE LONG EXAM. IT WILL ONLY BE OVER WHEN IT'S OVER AND YOUR GRADE WILL COME TO YOU WHEN YOU SEE THE LORD. THEREFORE, TECHNICALLY, YOU ARE STILL IN AN EXAM. HENCE, DON'T GET TOO HAPPY YET. YOU CAN REJOICE FOR A BIT, REST FOR A LITTLE BIT, THEN YOU WILL HAVE TO TURN AROUND AND GET ON WITH LIFE, AND GET GEARED FOR O LVLS.
hmm, so... should i be happy?
IT'S TIME TO CELEBRATE! THIS MESSAGE WAS POSTED ON THE 7TH OF OCTOBER. BUT BY THE TIME YOU, or rather me, SEE THIS TOMORROW, YOU ARE FREE FROM EXAMS.
THERE IS ONE THING TO NOTE THOUGH..
IF YOU ARE CARISSA THEN YOU WOULD KNOW THAT YOUR WHOLE LIFE IS LIKE ONE LONG EXAM. IT WILL ONLY BE OVER WHEN IT'S OVER AND YOUR GRADE WILL COME TO YOU WHEN YOU SEE THE LORD. THEREFORE, TECHNICALLY, YOU ARE STILL IN AN EXAM. HENCE, DON'T GET TOO HAPPY YET. YOU CAN REJOICE FOR A BIT, REST FOR A LITTLE BIT, THEN YOU WILL HAVE TO TURN AROUND AND GET ON WITH LIFE, AND GET GEARED FOR O LVLS.
hmm, so... should i be happy?
11-1
October 07, 2008 02:42 PM
yays! 11
papers down, 1 to go. haha. yupps, tomorrow's a math,
so going to do at tuition tomorrow. XP haven't done a
little bit from the week before last... double angles
is so hard man.. anyways, hope can get A.. on the
other hand, i'm not studying much, at all, i'm
flunking this week's papers, then again, chem was a
little okay, some ppl thought it was easy, i thought
it was okay, a little to the hard side maybe, i
dunno, my chem isn't that great you know.
anyways, i'm going to type now, haven't done that in a long time..
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anyways, i'm going to type now, haven't done that in a long time..
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absolutely canadian
October 06, 2008 10:17 PM
okay, 10
papers down, 2 more to go!!!!
blahblahblah.... only chem tomorrow, a math the day after and i'm free!!
okay, so i've been kind slacky anyways... whatever.
and note to justine: you'r blog very boring, i'll say, nothing but pictures and pictures and pictures... not interesting, then again, my life not that interesting either... well, not my main life that is... you should see weili and tianmin in school, so-ing away..
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blahblahblah.... only chem tomorrow, a math the day after and i'm free!!
okay, so i've been kind slacky anyways... whatever.
and note to justine: you'r blog very boring, i'll say, nothing but pictures and pictures and pictures... not interesting, then again, my life not that interesting either... well, not my main life that is... you should see weili and tianmin in school, so-ing away..
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October 05, 2008 03:56 PM
math...math..math...
sianz...
WHY DOESN'T THIS GO ON THE WEB!!!
so sad.... 45 posts and n one but me can see....
sianz....
anyways 5 more papers to go...
update later la, vv sian now..
erm... my life is boring...
official countdown for the month... 3days to end of EOY..
feeling a little open today, here's a shortcut to xD pages..asd
okay, i'm outahere... btw, check out wording the months for link outs and the carissa page for profile..
sianz...
WHY DOESN'T THIS GO ON THE WEB!!!
so sad.... 45 posts and n one but me can see....
sianz....
anyways 5 more papers to go...
update later la, vv sian now..
erm... my life is boring...
official countdown for the month... 3days to end of EOY..
feeling a little open today, here's a shortcut to xD pages..asd
okay, i'm outahere... btw, check out wording the months for link outs and the carissa page for profile..
main contribtuion
October 04, 2008 03:02 PM
overdid...
note, i so hate being at home with one annoyer and one irritator...
anyways i made an entry earlier today, and this is a main blog entry about it. i tink we can go overseas this dec... vancouver maybe? hopefully, and want i'd wanna do? hmm... skating for one, snowboarding... check out canada places... shopping... maybe i'll want to go to the
parks mom talks about. and since we'd probably
be there for Christmas... we'd want to see much
more. I certainly dunno what i'd wanna do, but i
want to see vancouver. see the REAL vancouver,
even it'll be winter again. sighs... btw we
should really be, cos i tink tickets are bought.
actually i know. check out xD contribution!....
by the way i'm linking some stuff on another page.... gofigure...
anyways gotta do add. math....
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note, i so hate being at home with one annoyer and one irritator...
anyways i made an entry earlier today, and this is a main blog entry about it. i tink we can go overseas this dec... vancouver maybe? hopefully, and want i'd wanna do? hmm... skating for one, snowboarding... check out canada places... shopping
... maybe i'll want to go to the
parks mom talks about. and since we'd probably
be there for Christmas... we'd want to see much
more. I certainly dunno what i'd wanna do, but i
want to see vancouver. see the REAL vancouver,
even it'll be winter again. sighs... btw we
should really be, cos i tink tickets are bought.
actually i know. check out xD contribution!....
by the way i'm linking some stuff on another page.... gofigure...
anyways gotta do add. math....
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Heaven
October 02, 2008 07:23 PM
Got this
off an email in my inbox...
A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN:
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.
This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.
A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.
Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.
When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.
I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.
Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.
And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.
No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.
He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.
He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.
'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also My 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours?
~Brian Moore~
and i just finished listening to an odyssey about God's will... 'where there's a will...'... thoughts
check out xD contribution to Tom Riley campaign
This is Carissa, sighing off now!
absolutely canadian
I WANNA GO BACK TO CANADA!
A TEENAGER'S VIEW OF HEAVEN:
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.
This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.
A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at .' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.
Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.
When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.
I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!' In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.
Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.
And then I saw it.. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it,seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.
No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.
He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.
Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards. I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.
He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.
'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.' If you feel the same way forward it so the love of Jesus will touch their lives also My 'People I shared the gospel with' file just got bigger, how about yours?
~Brian Moore~
and i just finished listening to an odyssey about God's will... 'where there's a will...'... thoughts
check out xD contribution to Tom Riley campaign
This is Carissa, sighing off now!
absolutely canadian
I WANNA GO BACK TO CANADA!
October 02, 2008 12:06 PM
ok laming
out...
lalala it's 7 papers down 5 to go!!! next wednesday is the woo! end of exams!!
oh ya, and band restarts on saturday next!!!
yay! life's picking up.. today after the paper went to the train stn with sharon, and met gloria, janice, chengsin at the lights across from the stn. actually been walking out with sharon these few days, even after the papers with the breaks. she makes me nervous sometimes though... she always says that the paper's easy... pressurizing ya? and after today's paper rayner said it was hard. ?? so was it an easy paper or a hard paper?
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This is Carissa, sighing off now!
absolutely canadian
I WANNA GO BACK TO CANADA!
chances: 50:50... erm, 50%? or rather a MAYBE and a MAYBE NOT... erm, i dunno le
lalala it's 7 papers down 5 to go!!! next wednesday is the woo! end of exams!!
oh ya, and band restarts on saturday next!!!
yay! life's picking up.. today after the paper went to the train stn with sharon, and met gloria, janice, chengsin at the lights across from the stn. actually been walking out with sharon these few days, even after the papers with the breaks. she makes me nervous sometimes though... she always says that the paper's easy... pressurizing ya? and after today's paper rayner said it was hard. ?? so was it an easy paper or a hard paper?
check out xD contribution to Tom Riley campaign
This is Carissa, sighing off now!
absolutely canadian
I WANNA GO BACK TO CANADA!
chances: 50:50... erm, 50%? or rather a MAYBE and a MAYBE NOT... erm, i dunno le