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March 24, 2009 09:15 PM
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bahs..
i dunno what i'm feeling. somehow, stepping down from band seems so great, no more constraints, i can go if i want, not if i don't. no more headaches or stress to get everything right. yet, i'm so going to miss it, all the friends i've made there over the four years.. fine three and abit. i mean, it's practically been all the friends i've had for the past few years in high school! sharon, michelle, julia, karmen, rayner.. wenlong even. and evian? dude! all band ppl! until more recently, there've been some really great 3e/4e ppl too. i just hope that, after this coming tuesday, everything will remain. that, even though that one common thing will be but a memory, that our friendships will grow stronger and everything. it's not supposed to end. just let it be the same. dear Lord, now comes the real test. though all this, from now till august, please enable me to keep those friendships and continue to grow them in you. i hope that those friends that i have now made, are not temporary. but that will last.
might want to check foreveramen.sofamily.ws for daily updates.
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i dunno what i'm feeling. somehow, stepping down from band seems so great, no more constraints, i can go if i want, not if i don't. no more headaches or stress to get everything right. yet, i'm so going to miss it, all the friends i've made there over the four years.. fine three and abit. i mean, it's practically been all the friends i've had for the past few years in high school! sharon, michelle, julia, karmen, rayner.. wenlong even. and evian? dude! all band ppl! until more recently, there've been some really great 3e/4e ppl too. i just hope that, after this coming tuesday, everything will remain. that, even though that one common thing will be but a memory, that our friendships will grow stronger and everything. it's not supposed to end. just let it be the same. dear Lord, now comes the real test. though all this, from now till august, please enable me to keep those friendships and continue to grow them in you. i hope that those friends that i have now made, are not temporary. but that will last.
might want to check foreveramen.sofamily.ws for daily updates.
This is Carissa, signing out
wait for me.. for waiting for you, have i always been