this is the preposterously crazed blog of carissa
o death, where is thy victory? o death where is thy sting? ~1cor 15:55

ROMEO

haha. dear mom if you see this please don't go nuts.

got a new camera the other day, a sony digital one. been wanting one for a long time,so much i'd have LOVED to get on film, but i guess the chances are less now. BUT since i named 'im, i won't be changing, so i can continue using till eh breaks. YES i named my cam ROMEO. lols. story behind it? justine and i were talking about the song love story by taylor swift, and i commented on how the names romeo and juliet jumped up at me, so, i named mine romeo, cos i got a lot of 'girl' stuff alr. last name very weird though.. but i'll save that.

watched pride and prejudice. i like MR DARCY!! very cool guy. haha. weird to say that about a seemingly feelingless tall man o.O but i guess the way he carries himself is very admirable, at least i think so. wish ppl were still like that these days. i think i will be speaking weird, cos i want to read the actual novel now. Happy it's nice lor! but i guess not many my age would be reading it. who cares, that's their problem. and i also want to read manfield park. hee. oh yeah. and i like jane bennet too! overly nice person. overly overly nice. lols. and she's quite pretty in the bbc production too, i think much more than elizabeth. WHATEVER justine

ok, gotta sleep le, or will fall asleep in exam.. -.-


sun rays!


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sometimes, i wonder if i'm just an accessory, just one small part of one big thing, that when it's over, i get tossed aside with the rest of it..

burned

either that or burnt.


in the pan, fried, done, finished
no one to go with me, i don't want to go. but i figured that it would be that way, cos it's not the same anymore. because, it probably never was there, and because, it was just the aftermath heat. after that, it lingered, and it dissipated, and it fell away, and eventually, it left. it left and it took with it everything i hoped for. it was a peak, but like everything it faded away. now it's cooling me off, and that's not good cos i still want to play in uni, it's the only thing i've been able to pick up really really fast, of all the others i played, not even the piano. it has to stay.. but i can't anymore, it's too hard. i gotta leave it sometime and i gotta move on.



where's that letter?! ray, what's taking you so long?! eh, 12 more days leh!


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burnt out so bad cannot see ar?

flute politics

this person that person


all difference in opinions
but we're all such headstrong loyal peopl

it's going to kill us all
ah me, what shall i do?



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dude 94er you do this you're going to get on my bad side

86!!

i LOVE this number, cos it looks so right, and it's random.. and there's another reason.. Laugh


hmm.. laminin, the bestest protein alive! Happy




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i want to tell so badly, but if i do, what'd happen? would the mystery be lost? the one beautiful thing about it, yet with it, the wedge is so large..