Slowly fading away.
31/05/09 23:04
Life's
really fast. Everyday changes, like every page of a
book holds a new occurrence. Feelings, emotions,
things that happen.
So over the last two days, yes, lots of changes in emotions, like the up and down roller-coaster ride its been.
I'm actually glad I'm reconnecting with my story, fiction book, movie, based life again. I remember that back in Pri school I used to love reading and soaking myself in the plots of lives of fiction characters. (Particularly romance, if not adventure.)
I sort of stopped when I got into secondary school. I don't know why. (My English has also stopped in its improvement. D: )
And today the movie I watch has romance. And the book I'm currently reading is also romance. May I ask why it just comes to me? -.- But actually, I'm happy to engage myself in another, though fiction, person's lovestory. I don't have to think about the current, if I have any, situation I myself am in in reality.
Sighs, if only it were always as easy as it is in the books.
Yesterday, open house. It was okay I guess. I don't really want to talk about it.
I'm fine. I'm fine. Just tired i guess, this time I AM tired emotionally. I can't help its frequently changing, I am a teenager after all. It was simple peace and contentment, then happiness and joy, then depression, then silent acceptance, then back to contentment, then peace again, then yearning... and ... when will this stop?
I want to sleep.
Goodnight!
Loves,
Justme Justine.
Justine was thinking at 11.00pm.
P.s. I miss you... why'd you have to do that? Don't you know the time's ticking away? And I'm fast fading.
So over the last two days, yes, lots of changes in emotions, like the up and down roller-coaster ride its been.
I'm actually glad I'm reconnecting with my story, fiction book, movie, based life again. I remember that back in Pri school I used to love reading and soaking myself in the plots of lives of fiction characters. (Particularly romance, if not adventure.)
I sort of stopped when I got into secondary school. I don't know why. (My English has also stopped in its improvement. D: )
And today the movie I watch has romance. And the book I'm currently reading is also romance. May I ask why it just comes to me? -.- But actually, I'm happy to engage myself in another, though fiction, person's lovestory. I don't have to think about the current, if I have any, situation I myself am in in reality.
Sighs, if only it were always as easy as it is in the books.
Yesterday, open house. It was okay I guess. I don't really want to talk about it.
I'm fine. I'm fine. Just tired i guess, this time I AM tired emotionally. I can't help its frequently changing, I am a teenager after all. It was simple peace and contentment, then happiness and joy, then depression, then silent acceptance, then back to contentment, then peace again, then yearning... and ... when will this stop?
I want to sleep.
Goodnight!
Loves,
Justme Justine.
Justine was thinking at 11.00pm.
P.s. I miss you... why'd you have to do that? Don't you know the time's ticking away? And I'm fast fading.
