I know him so well

Haha, this song is amazingly... I'm going to put the lyrics up here too. I don't care that Carissa also put them up on her other blog. :P And no I'm not actually copying. Carissa's the one who doesn't make sense. ;P

I Know Him So Well

Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long
Looking back I could have played it differently
Learned a little more before I fell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well

Wasn’t it good (oh so good)
Wasn’t he fine (oh so fine)
Isn’t it madness
He can’t be mine
But in the end he needs a little bit more than me
More security (he needs his fantasy and freedom)
I know him so well

No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide
Looking back I could have played it differently
(looking back I could have played things some other way)
Won a few more moments who can tell
(I was just a little careless maybe)
But I was ever so much younger then
(Now at least I know him well)
Now at least I know I know him well

Wasn’t it good (oh so good)
Wasn’t he fine (oh so fine)
Isn’t it madness
He won’t be mine
Didn’t I know
How it would go
if I knew from the start, why am I falling apart

Wasn’t it good
Wasn’t he fine
Isn’t it madness he won’t be mine
But in the end he needs a little bit more than me
More security (he needs his fantasy and freedom)

I know him so well
It took time to understand him
I know him so well

But I didn't learn it a year or two ago... so I don't really want to listen to it. Songs are actually pretty powerful in stirring emotions.

Anyways, as Charms put, and I hope she doesn't mind me quoting this, "learnt to deal". I will move on, and I will learn to deal. Laugh

Oh and one other thing happened today worth mentioning, I was actually having a rather bad morning, when I got home I was convinced it would be a bad day, but I actually surprised myself... for one, I talked to my mom about what was on my mind at that moment. She gave me less than thirty minutes advice that could be applied a lifetime. My mom is the best. Your parents really are the ones who give you the best advice, aside from God of course. So I felt so much better.

Then there's now. A bit unsure of what I feel right now. Erm... a mixture of stuff I guess. See? We so easily fall from spirit, and so easily forget. But definitely ever since the beginning of this term I've been feeling a lot lighter. Thank you God, my family, and those friends which have constantly been helping me out, whether it was just by a few kind words, or reminding me of what God wants. Love you all and God bless!!!

Loves,
Justme Justine

P.s. accurate... ... Looking in from the outside is so much easier than to peer out...

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 10.56pm.

Tomorrow

Tomorrow (From Annie)

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
Bet your bottom dollar
That tomorrow
There'll be sun!

Just thinkin' about
Tomorrow
Clears away the cobwebs,
And the sorrow
'Til there's none!

When I'm stuck a day
That's gray,
And lonely,
I just stick out my chin
And Grin,
And Say,
Oh!

The sun'll come out
Tomorrow
So ya gotta hang on
'Til tomorrow
Come what may
Tomorrow! Tomorrow!
I love ya Tomorrow!
You're always
A day
A way!

I like this song a lot. Especially when I'm feeling gray. Yes, I've been trying to keep to my promise. I will not let in. I will not give in.
I will not. Tomorrow... you're only a day away... ... 1? 2? 4? Days away? Who knows? Sighs... I won't think about it. I won't. I'm AM a really confused girl I guess. ): I wish I weren't... God please help me...

Time flies. Has it really already been so long? Tomorrow comes faster than you expect... that's what's so scary.

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking about her life at 9.25pm.

Look back.

I feel bad. I've been wrong to be so pessimistic and I don't know... I've been forgetting again. Why is it so easy for us to forget?

I will not, or will try not, to let the problems of this world get to me like that.

I am grateful for all I have already, and these problems are nothing. I can overcome them with God.

I will break free!!! Laugh

How could I so quickly forget only yesterday's sermon?? Just to remind myself, I'll put down the notes I took down yesterday here.

Combined Service

-Psalms 139 (We are in God's heart and mind.)
-Your past can hold you backk.
-Forget and break from your limits, but only God can set you free
-Let God break you free.
-1 Timothy 4
-1 Timothy 4:12 (Do what God wants you t not just because everyone does it.
-Lack of discipline-> limitation.
-But God is not limited.
-But sometimes, we refuse to let God help us.
-1 Samuel 16
-David just receives, and goes only by what God wants him to do.
-So what's my limits in my life?
-1 Samuel 17:10-58
- 1) Opinions of others (What really matters is what God thinks.)
2) Facts (The problem's big, you're little...)
3) Natural thinking (E.g. Saul put his armor on David.)
4) The enemy's voice.
-Important points to know:
*God doesn't choose you because of your talents. (1 Corinthians 1: 27-29)
*God's opinion is the only thing that counts. (Isaiah 46: 9-10) (Ask him for his opinion!!!)
*He is the deciding factor. (Romans 4:17)
*He's all you need.

God is indeed all I need, and he is the one in control. I just need to let it all go, and let him work in my life.

I know that there'll always be challenges in my life, but these will also highlight God's miraculous and glorious hand in my life.

Reminder to self: If possible, let this be the last time? I let myself be controlled by my emotions and the situation control my emotions. I shouldn't live that way. God knows what's going to happen. For now and always. And he's the only person who'll never ever let me down.

I can make this term with Him. I can make this life with Him.

I can see the light at the end of the long tunnel... and I'm making my way towards it.

I will behave like who I am supposed to be.

I will glorify God.

And I will Love.


Amen to that. God Bless you all! Laugh

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 8.50pm.

Term two day zero.

No. Please. I don't want to drop back into the cycle of living one day after another... with no hope or purpose in life. I don't want to trudge from class to class, barely caring or knowing why I bother. I don't want to struggle through it all again. I don't want to live that way. Its meaningless, and that just gives me a depressing feeling. I refuse to live my life that way. Any extra pressure would probably kill me. I don't need any distractions. That would just about make me go crazy. Or who knows, it might help me. But still, talking to people helps me to de-stress, and we all lean on each other, I know I'm not the only one going through a lot of previously unknown stress.

The tests every week are no help. I don't want to kill myself each time a test rolls by. Which reminds me, I've got to study for my geog test tmr, nice coming back present for the first day of term two huh? I'm tired.

Ttfn.

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 8.51pm.

Oh no.

Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no.

Seriously.
I want to be beyond this level.
I want to have self-control over my emotions.
I need to love God, and I want to walk with him.
I want to listen to the Holy Spirit.
I want to work towards being a part of that perfected bride.
I want to Love Him. My Lord, My Jesus, My God.
I want to be able to mature and grow.
I want to live, not be a no-lifer.
Is this a hurdle?
Or a stepping stone?
How do I know, God?
I'm confused.
But only God has the answers.
I'm just...
not good enough it seems...
I sin.
I no longer know what I should.
I just really want God to guide me.

Please,
Dear Lord,
Guide me.
Show me the way,
What you want me to do.
About you know what......... :P
Cuz I don't know.
I have a strong sense of responsibility,
and at this moment,
I feel kind of recklessly irresponsible.
And yet...

I don't know.

Lord. Help me.

I want to do not what I feel like I should do,
But I want to do what YOU want me to.

So please, help us all God.

Amen.

I apologize to all reading audiences, for this slight and non-major breakdown moment. I think I'm losing self-control over my emotions again. I promised that I wouldn't pour out any emotions or problems onto this blog. So I won't.

If I ever do, i won't be providing details, but I don't mind a kind word from concerned readers, and if you care enough to ask what's wrong. I appreciate that you've bothered to read up till here, that you care enough to come to this blog, cuz you have to type the password and all.

Anyways,
God Bless you!
May you never suffer from these kind of fits of emotions.

I'm done for now. Pray for me. And I'll pray for you... Happy

Prayer requests anyone?

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 11.21pm.

Leaving term 1 of 2009 behind.

YAYNESSESTICTISMNESS... Sorry... I might be a bit too sugar loaded. :P This morning Mom made me have breakfast but there was no bread to spread nutella on... so I decided to put some on rice krispees cuz I love nutella for breakfast. A tip, avoid doing a silly thing like that. Double the sugar! (Not to mention calories.) So sweet... I had to get a mug or OJ to get rid of the chocolate taste. (Personal theory that fruit juice is natural sweetness, and thus more healthy and provides a less distasteful feeling of sweetness in your mouth compared to chocolate... oh nevermind... ask me about it if you want to know, I'll TRY to explain. :P If it can be. But another way of getting rid of the "too much chocolate" taste in your mouth is by eating something really salty, like beef jerky.)

Anyways, where was I? Oh. Erm... so ya.

Yesterday's small group, the youths, did bible study like the adults. Kinda diff I guess, but definitely productive. Samuel, Peter and Matthew weren't there, so it was quite quiet... ;P

I've got loads to do so I'll stop it at here for now. Laugh Sorry I know this post is very crappy. :P Very crappy...

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 9.18pm.

Photo's

Erm.. just some photos. And they © Justine's. COPYRIGHTED. Get that GABRIEL? Anyways, Joseph wouldn't let me put the one's with him in it on FB, so he let me put them up here. Cute boy.

Anyways, more photos on fb. Carissa will kill me if I put too many here.

mail
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Haha Joseph wouldn't let me put these on fb, so he let me put them here. Laugh

mail

June and I



Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 9.35pm.

Chain Emails.

You know, chain letters are irritating, but worse are chain emails. They take no cost to send, and scare you to no end. The threats always scare you. Worse still, you have to pass them on to your friends, and scare them too. What kind of friend does that make you? This is why I refuse to send on chain mail that will "curse" my friends. I don't care what the mail says.

If the mail was true, I'd be dead already, twice, five, ten times over. I'd be having relationship problems till I was a hundred, and I'd have seen a lot of my close friends and family dying. But you know what? None of this has come true. I'm still alive, despite being warned that I would be killed the next day several times, and I have deleted some mail without even opening it. No one I know has died. I'm not in a relationship, so I can't really say anything about that... but IF I did go out and get a boyfriend today, he would probably NOT be dead tomorrow.

Chain mail just scares you and makes you hurt others by passing on the mail. I rarely pass on chain mail that promises harm. If I pass on chain mail, it is only funny or interesting mail which a considerate and loving friend has decided to share.

Believe me, upon receiving a harmful chain mail, it is best to just delete it without reading it NO MATTER HOW INTERESTING OR THREATENING THE SUBJECT IS. You can tell if it is a harmful chain letter when you open it and immediately see a whole long list of email addresses that the letter was forwarded to. Especially if one person had sent it to what seems to be millions of contacts, and so on. The chain mail often says that the more people you send it to, the "more luck" you will receive. So if the letter has been passed to fewer people, there is more chances that the letter has just been passed among close friends, and is not harmful. But it is still important to keep an eye out for these sinful messages. Yes. Sinful. They cause fear and bestow curses on others which are often friends of the person sending them. This is very wrong and cruel.

I personally hate cursing chain mail. The background of the reason why I decided to type this post, was because today, I received two different kinds of emails. One was a chain letter that cursed, and the other was a chain email that was about getting to know your friends better by using a quiz. And I'll put up those questions later on in this post. But you can definitely see which kind of chain mail builds you up and which one tears you down. Okay, my apologies, the correct and more precise thing I should have been saying all along is chain mail that curses. Because not ALL chain mail is bad. You should avoid passing on chain mail that curses.

Chain mail that curses should not be in circulation and you should not pass it on to your friends, if you care about them, no matter how much fear you have upon reading it.

God will keep you safe and will not allow these kind of things to harm you. God never wants you to hurt, lose people you love, and definitely does not want you have this kind of fear. If you find this kind of fear in you after reading a chain mail, pray! God bless you all. And may you only pass on his Love!


And this is the "quiz" that CCA, a friend of mine sent me.

Let's have some fun. I would like this back please!
Here's What You Are Supposed To Do...And Please Do Not Spoil The Fun!

1. Hit Forward
2. Delete My Answers
3. Type In Your Answers
4. Then Send This To A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know.... And Send It Back To Me So I Can See Your Answers

The theory is that your friends will learn a lot of little known facts about you. Don't forget to send it back, please!


1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? I don't think so... my last name came from my dad...

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Yesterday, but I was fake crying to see if I could do it.


3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? YES. :P I love my super crazy unreadable handwriting. (Its driven teachers crazy I'm sure.)


4 . WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Hm... Anything. (as long as it doesn't have squishy fats on it I'm okay...)


5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Um... let me think... NO. Considering my age, if I had kids, there would be something seriously wrong with me.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Have I met me yet?


7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Haha YA. Especially on Domi! :P

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Erm... I think so... why would you want to know a thing like that? 0_0


9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? NO.... scary.


10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? I don't eat it often enough to know...


11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? I'll have to copy CCA's answer: No, I don't even untie it when i am putting them on. (I probably tie them about once, when I first get them. :P)

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Mentally? Emotionally? Physically? 0_0 (Mentally- I guess no. Emotionally- Definitely No. Physically- Erm... No.) So I guess that would make it an overall... No.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Wow... Um... Mint, Lemon, Cookies and cream... ... ...

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Hm... I'm not sure. Depends on the person I guess. :P


15. RED OR PINK? PURPLE! (And White and Grey/Silver) (But in the context of the question, I would say RED. NEVER PINK. (Sorry Domi and Justine T. :P))


16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? Being as short as Domi. :P JK. I guess... I have problems with self-control? And I tend to be a little too emotional sometimes. :P

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? At the moment? Erm... I'll get back to you on that... Winking


18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? They don't have to if they don't want to but that would be nice. Erm... and they don't have to pass it on if they don't want to. Happy


19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? I'm not wearing pants. Blue fbts... and I'm currently at home, so I'm not wearing shoes, do my purple and white slippers count? :P

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Bread with Nutella, and coffee for breakfast. (Plus a yogurt. :P)


21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The drilling of the construction going on for the lift upgrading?


22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? I don't know... thank goodness I'm not a crayon.


23. FAVORITE SMELLS? Hm... not too sure... Sweet perfumes... but not too strong... Chocolate... COFFEE. xD Dunno.

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Dominique. She has killed my battery twice.

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS? Ya. CCA's my friend. Laugh


26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? Figure skating. As in that's what I would find most worthwhile watching, not that I watch it often.

27. HAIR COLOR ? Black, with hints of brown? 0_0

28. EYE COLOR? Black, also slightly brown.

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No.

30. FAVORITE FOODS? Hm... my mom's cooking is the best. Laugh

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Happy endings. (But an occasional sad ending is nice.) Never scary movies.

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? LOTR, part 3.


33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Brown.


34. SUMMER OR WINTER? WINTER. <3


35. HUGS OR KISSES? Both are fine. Depends on how close the person is to me of course. Winking

36. FAVORITE FLOWER? Roses. (As long as they aren't pink or yellow.)

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? None at the moment.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? I don't use one.

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? I didn't watch TV last night, we put in a DVD.

42. FAVORITE SOUND? Tough one... definitely NOT drilling. I like all kinds of sounds... Music Boxes... (Heartfelt) Laughter (Like from little children), Haha... the sound of my phone ringing to tell me I've received an sms. =D


44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? Which Home? The farthest from my Canada home would be here in Singapore. The furthest from my Singapore home would be Vancouver, or Anaheim.

45. ANY NEW NEWS IN YOUR LIFE? ... ... ...

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? In a hospital. :P (In Vancouver. The name of the hospital escapes me for the moment.)

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? I dunno. Happy


48. WHAT TIME IS IT NOW? 10:20:30 am. Serious.

Yep. That was the quiz, with my answers in it. Haha... and the answer to any new news in my life, is either too secret or, my life's nothing special at the moment. Which do you think it is?

Anyways, do think about what I've said about chain mail, and once again God Bless!

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 6.35pm.

What we have all been through...

I think we've all been facing quite a lot. And we've all seemed to have faced similar problems, similar mood changes, similar feelings, and similar attitude changes. This is probably something all of us will face around this age. Girls, at least. Guys might experience similar things later on.

As we grow, we experience different things, and I guess these help us mature. I hope... I do hope...

Anyways, I lost my train of thoughts... I guess I should get back to my work.

Half the holidays are nearly gone.

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 4.46pm.

1 week of Holidays= No holidays.

They're here! The one week March Hols. But we're given so much things to do on top of that... that its nothing. And I'll be going to school for Drama Camp >.< Oh wellz, I hope I get a bit more rest.

God Bless everyone. Hope you guys have a restful holiday.

If I could only read your mind... Tell me the answer I would find...
And when you're smiling in your sleep... beyond the promises we keep...
And after all that we've been through... you've leaned on me, I've leaned on you...

Do you dream of me?



Crucified... Laid Behind a stone... Like a rose... Trampled on the ground... you took the fall... and thought of me... Above all.


How can I refuse...

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 2.20pm.

Quiz 2

Stole this from Carissa. :P But oh wellz... Laugh

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.

1) Domi
2) Charms
3) Hans
4) Vera ANN
5) Carissa
6) Junella
7) Vincent
8) Gabriel
9) Carolyn
10) Justine T
11) Joanna Ho
12) Mona
13) Tessa
14) Steph Ng
15) Christine Chiam
16) Ningy
17) Sarah JEAN Mac
18) Mel Chia
19) Joanna K
20) Samuel
21) Leonard

*How did you meet 7?: Cousin

*What would you do if you and 15 had never met?: ... I guess I'd be alright. :P

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?: LOL. I'd laugh at Domi. Laugh hard. :P As for Sams, I'd also laugh hard. Well, sorry ppl. ;P

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?: Nope. Sarah's too weird to.

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?: Even considering the fact that Ning hardly counts as a girl... No.

*Do you want to be 13's friend forever?: Yes! Laugh

*Do you think 11 is attractive?: ... I'll have to think about that. JK. Yes.

*What’s 5’s favorite color?: Blue. Happy

*When was the last time you talked to 9?: ...Wednesday.

*What language does 8 speak?: English, Chinese and definitely not Cantonese.

*Who is 13 going out with?: A good question Tess!

*What grade is 16 in?: Sec 3. Grade 9?

*Would you ever date 17?: NO. Jean's too weird. And we're both girls.

*Where does 18 live?: Singapore, Singapore.

*What is the best thing about 4?: Hee hee. Well ANN?

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?: Hi Justine!

*What is the best thing about 20?: Hmm... I didn't know there was a best thing about him. ;P

*Have you ever kissed 2?: No. Lots of free hugs though.

*What’s the best memory you have of 5?: Wow... too many. Laugh

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?: Erm... The monday after next, at school.

*How is 7 different from 6?: I guess June's ten years older. :p And June's from Dad's side while Vincent's from Mom's side...

*Is 2 pretty?: Yes, she's just in denial.

*What was your first impression of 15!: Haha, I dunno.

*How did you meet 3?: Wow... I'm not sure? Mutral friends? 0_0

*Is 15 your best friend?: Hmmm... No.

*Do you hate 12?: Erm... NO. Laugh

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?: Yes. Drama kid! Laugh

*When was the last time you saw 16?: Friday, for the whole school day.

*Have you been to 5’s house?: ...I live in the same room as her.

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?: Same as when I'll next be seeing Vera.

*Are you close to 11?: Sadly, not anymore. We should meet up! Laugh

*Have you been to the movies with 4?: Nope. We should though.

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?: I think so... we could have been too young to remember.

*Would you give 19 a hug?: Yes, but she wouldn't let me. :P

*When have you lied to 3?: ... When I said I was okay and wasn't.

*Is 11 good at socializing?: Not when I last saw her. Maybe now...

*Do you know a secret about 8?: Haha... tempting... Can I tell, Gabriel?

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.: We're all Drama kids.

*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?: Haha... Its the many little things that count.

*What’s the worst thing about 6?: She's too nice.

*Have you ever had a crush on 12?: NO, that's a horrible idea.

*How long have you known 2?: Since sec 1. Laugh goddaughter.

*Have you ever been in a fight with 13: Nope Laugh

*Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?: Ahahaha. No... but we have poked, slapped, etc each other before. But not on the face.

*Has 21 met your mother?: I believe so... They might have seen each other before.

*How did you meet 11?: Through our siblings. Hahaha....... its quite an amusing story.

*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?: Yes. :P Sorry Hans.

*Do you live close to 7?: Hm... not really. But Singapore's small...

*What is 8’s favorite food?: Hmm... not sure. Chicken rice? 0_0

*What kind of car does 1 have?: Haha. One that drives everyone crazy.

*Have you traveled anywhere with 9?: Lol does going home count? Well... she was going to Math tuition, I was going home.

*If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?: ... Don't know. Steph?

Okay... Homework!!! >.< Oh and no they don't have to do this if they dun want to.

Laugh

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 12.31pm.

Last week of term 1

One more week. One more week. ONE more week.

I wish it was all over already. Somehow... Its been quite a draining term. It not just the workload anymore. Maybe its just something we'll all go through at some point in our lives, maybe its just me, but... still. (And there's still all these things I'm confused about, but thank God for his Love and my Parents for guiding me.)

I must get more sleep.

I'm too young to be tired of school. There's still seven-eight-nine more years of studying to go. Kinda depressing, huh?

I hope next term I'll be better adjusted to sec3. And I hope I will be stronger... Emotionally... Physically... Mentally... In Love and Faith... and my Spiritual life. I enjoyed the time I used to spend with God... but somehow, because of all the clutter and noise in my life... all the problems... all the work... I just kind of... faded him out from the picture. I let all these distractions plug my mind and soul from letting him in. And I shouldn't have.

I hope that those who read this will take the pointers and not let this happen to you too. God has been calling out to me all this time and has never stopped watching over me, and yet I still wouldn't go to him. Instead, I relied on my own strength and myself, and so I couldn't cope well.

And so I pray, that from now on, I will learn to lean on the Lord, and Love Him. Amen.

God bless you all! Laugh

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking and thanking the Lord for her life at 6.42pm.

God blessed me. He saved me. He loves me. He helped me.
And I didn't deserve any of these.

He has given me Love,
My parents,
My friends...

And a notebook...
And a way of stringing my words together.

Praise him.

Every Blessing you pour out I'll, turn back to praise,
When the darkness closes in Lord, still I will say...

Blessed be the name of the Lord...
Blessed be your name...
Blessed be the name of the Lord...
Blessed be your glorious name...

(The only part in there that bothers me is "turn back to praise".) But its a nice song. I've been singing it all day.

June's here. Laugh Hope she has as much fun here as we are. ;D

Besides that, I ran over my sms limit for the first time since I got a plan. Oops... Control, control control, Mum says. I will try! Laugh But its kinda hard.... D: I have "ever lasting" minutes through! So if you wanna chat pls CALL and don't SMS. (Then I'd run over my minutes and have free smses. :p)

Anyways, A MATH TEST NEXT WEEK AAAAAAH. Praying that I can get logs by then. ):

Loves,
Justme Justine

Justine was busy thinking about her life at 10.36pm.