Temporary setbacks.

19/05/09 12:27
I know how it appears, I make myself out to be stronger, more carefree than I really am. But I'm still a girl inside you know? I have feelings too. I'm still a teen somewhere there, I still have those feelings. I can still fall easily, I can still cry for the most ridiculous reasons. I can still feel petty over silly details, but why not? Do I have to follow every single rule? Is it very fair that way? I'm not allowed to behave like a child at all? You can't expect me to be rational all the time. I try you know? I really do. But sometimes its really hard, Cuz I AM still a teen, and we are irrational people. 

Sighs, I guess this lead back to my post on the 14th. (only 5 days ago? O.o... seems longer...) And this was the answer then, and is the answer now. 

When I cry inside, I'll still remember
When I feel joy, I'll still recognize
When I feel hurt, I'll still know
With His help I can't stop caring,
And with Him, I know...

What I know. 

And I guess He's given me that, so I can't just let it go. I have to live up to His expectations. What I know. 

I know I've said this many times, but I'm begging again,
Help me God... I can't do this without you. And I'm sorry Lord.

Loves,
Justme Justine. 
By grace... I HAVE to forgive you now...
I can never stay mad at you long. It seems. 
Justine was thinking at 12.27pm