Moved
02/06/09 20:35
www.justncompany.sofamily.ws
Time to fly... Cobwebs blow away so fast.
Bye.
Loves,
Justme Justine.
Justine was moving at 8.35pm.
Time to fly... Cobwebs blow away so fast.
Bye.
Loves,
Justme Justine.
Justine was moving at 8.35pm.
01/06/09 19:41
A
message personally for you:
Kiddo: She wants to tell you something, but doesn't know if she should.
To say is a folly, my soul worry? What exactly do you want?
Haha, did I mention that Car, Jo and I were camwhoring like mad on sat? lol... some select pics on fb. :P
Nothing worth mentioning about today. But yesterday's conversation with Dad was interesting. I failed to say in yesterday's post. I guess its true. So Lord, guide me in what I do.
Loves,
Justme Justine.
Justine was thinking at 7.41pm.
Kiddo: She wants to tell you something, but doesn't know if she should.
To say is a folly, my soul worry? What exactly do you want?
Haha, did I mention that Car, Jo and I were camwhoring like mad on sat? lol... some select pics on fb. :P
Nothing worth mentioning about today. But yesterday's conversation with Dad was interesting. I failed to say in yesterday's post. I guess its true. So Lord, guide me in what I do.
Loves,
Justme Justine.
Justine was thinking at 7.41pm.
Slowly fading away.
31/05/09 23:04
Life's
really fast. Everyday changes, like every page of a
book holds a new occurrence. Feelings, emotions,
things that happen.
So over the last two days, yes, lots of changes in emotions, like the up and down roller-coaster ride its been.
I'm actually glad I'm reconnecting with my story, fiction book, movie, based life again. I remember that back in Pri school I used to love reading and soaking myself in the plots of lives of fiction characters. (Particularly romance, if not adventure.)
I sort of stopped when I got into secondary school. I don't know why. (My English has also stopped in its improvement. D: )
And today the movie I watch has romance. And the book I'm currently reading is also romance. May I ask why it just comes to me? -.- But actually, I'm happy to engage myself in another, though fiction, person's lovestory. I don't have to think about the current, if I have any, situation I myself am in in reality.
Sighs, if only it were always as easy as it is in the books.
Yesterday, open house. It was okay I guess. I don't really want to talk about it.
I'm fine. I'm fine. Just tired i guess, this time I AM tired emotionally. I can't help its frequently changing, I am a teenager after all. It was simple peace and contentment, then happiness and joy, then depression, then silent acceptance, then back to contentment, then peace again, then yearning... and ... when will this stop?
I want to sleep.
Goodnight!
Loves,
Justme Justine.
Justine was thinking at 11.00pm.
P.s. I miss you... why'd you have to do that? Don't you know the time's ticking away? And I'm fast fading.
So over the last two days, yes, lots of changes in emotions, like the up and down roller-coaster ride its been.
I'm actually glad I'm reconnecting with my story, fiction book, movie, based life again. I remember that back in Pri school I used to love reading and soaking myself in the plots of lives of fiction characters. (Particularly romance, if not adventure.)
I sort of stopped when I got into secondary school. I don't know why. (My English has also stopped in its improvement. D: )
And today the movie I watch has romance. And the book I'm currently reading is also romance. May I ask why it just comes to me? -.- But actually, I'm happy to engage myself in another, though fiction, person's lovestory. I don't have to think about the current, if I have any, situation I myself am in in reality.
Sighs, if only it were always as easy as it is in the books.
Yesterday, open house. It was okay I guess. I don't really want to talk about it.
I'm fine. I'm fine. Just tired i guess, this time I AM tired emotionally. I can't help its frequently changing, I am a teenager after all. It was simple peace and contentment, then happiness and joy, then depression, then silent acceptance, then back to contentment, then peace again, then yearning... and ... when will this stop?
I want to sleep.
Goodnight!
Loves,
Justme Justine.
Justine was thinking at 11.00pm.
P.s. I miss you... why'd you have to do that? Don't you know the time's ticking away? And I'm fast fading.
Today's a good day.
29/05/09 19:29
For
so many reasons.
Firstly, today was the last day of lessons for term 2.
Secondly, I'm still at peace! (:
Thirdly, I'm all better now!
Fourthly, Piano was okay today.
Fifthly, at least something finally came.
Anyways, tmr scgs open house. -.- So unprepared... S:
Piano exam on Tues, and erm... I think thats it.
Oh and shooting for media studies will be done on the 8th. Man, we've got to finish the script and storyboards people!
And Church camp.
Besides that, my holiday's relatively uncluttered, so I hope I can spend sometime bonding with my study books. Ya right. Okay, I WILL be doing lots of revision and all that homework our Math and Media teacher lovingly bestowed on us, but I also want to go out!!!
You need to treasure every moment of sec three before the O's get to you people!
Justine is happy. ;D God has given me a light heart! (: Even though I know that there's lots of things to finish and fight, I know I'll make it. And I will not worry, for tomorrow will worry about itself.
And yesterday He also let me write out what I learnt for this term. I don't know, but writing that gave me a very satisfying feeling. Like I was glad I was able to write something for once. I was more happy in that moment (and still am actually), than I would have been if I had gotten full marks for A math.
Its kind of personal, that erm... essay. So I won't post it here. But if you ask me, and if its okay, I MIGHT show you! ;D
Lol, kind of high right now... :P During Piano I was sooooo fidgety, couldn't sit still... :P, so I stood, then couldn't stand still xP, so started sort of half jumping around. (NOT even half as badly as that night when we were playing settlers. XD ) And ya, whoops... in my school uni... D: But there's only Carissa and I and Ms Lena in our classroom... Hee...
And now I'm going to jump back to the very beginning of my day! x)
Fri morn prayer group, I was happy to see that seven of us were there. And of course we were ALL thankful (even the teachers x) ) that it was the last day of lessons!!!! xD. Prayer group was a great start to today. As it always is on fridays.
Thank you Lord.
Gonna miss Ms Leong and Ms Lee. Why do all the nice teachers leave, and all the erm... less merciful teachers... Okay, I can't help being a student sometimes... :P
Gtg! And God Bless! Sorry for the jumping-ness of this post. I know my organization skills need drastic improvement.
Loves,
Justme Justine.
P.s. I love you.
Justine was thinking at 7.29pm
Firstly, today was the last day of lessons for term 2.
Secondly, I'm still at peace! (:
Thirdly, I'm all better now!
Fourthly, Piano was okay today.
Fifthly, at least something finally came.
Anyways, tmr scgs open house. -.- So unprepared... S:
Piano exam on Tues, and erm... I think thats it.
Oh and shooting for media studies will be done on the 8th. Man, we've got to finish the script and storyboards people!
And Church camp.
Besides that, my holiday's relatively uncluttered, so I hope I can spend sometime bonding with my study books. Ya right. Okay, I WILL be doing lots of revision and all that homework our Math and Media teacher lovingly bestowed on us, but I also want to go out!!!
You need to treasure every moment of sec three before the O's get to you people!
Justine is happy. ;D God has given me a light heart! (: Even though I know that there's lots of things to finish and fight, I know I'll make it. And I will not worry, for tomorrow will worry about itself.
And yesterday He also let me write out what I learnt for this term. I don't know, but writing that gave me a very satisfying feeling. Like I was glad I was able to write something for once. I was more happy in that moment (and still am actually), than I would have been if I had gotten full marks for A math.
Its kind of personal, that erm... essay. So I won't post it here. But if you ask me, and if its okay, I MIGHT show you! ;D
Lol, kind of high right now... :P During Piano I was sooooo fidgety, couldn't sit still... :P, so I stood, then couldn't stand still xP, so started sort of half jumping around. (NOT even half as badly as that night when we were playing settlers. XD ) And ya, whoops... in my school uni... D: But there's only Carissa and I and Ms Lena in our classroom... Hee...
And now I'm going to jump back to the very beginning of my day! x)
Fri morn prayer group, I was happy to see that seven of us were there. And of course we were ALL thankful (even the teachers x) ) that it was the last day of lessons!!!! xD. Prayer group was a great start to today. As it always is on fridays.
Thank you Lord.
Gonna miss Ms Leong and Ms Lee. Why do all the nice teachers leave, and all the erm... less merciful teachers... Okay, I can't help being a student sometimes... :P
Gtg! And God Bless! Sorry for the jumping-ness of this post. I know my organization skills need drastic improvement.
Loves,
Justme Justine.
P.s. I love you.
Justine was thinking at 7.29pm
ONE MORE DAY.
28/05/09 22:43
Okay,
title reflects my most dominant thought at this current
moment. ;D
Second thoughts: ;D
Sec 4 Farewell was okay. The dance was a mess, but I guess the seniors were really entertained.... O.o.... and I forgot to bring my camera, so no photos. D: Besides that, we managed!!!! Thank God.
I'm better today.
Stopped sniffling. But though at the
moment, I don't really feel tired, I still have
the feeling that if I continue on with depriving
myself of rest, I will break under the tiredness.
Your own body can deceive you. You think its okay,
but one day, snap! So I will try to sleep earlier.
Right....
And what else? My remaining thoughts are mostly on that PBQ I have to do I guess. So I'd better go soon. And the hundreds of other little things swimming around the back of my mind.
What happened to quiet time in all this rush and cluttered-ness? What happened to my meetings with God? What happened?
TOMORROW"S FRIDAY. Everyone PLEASE. Remember. Be there. Please...
God... I'm sorry.... help me to remember. Guide me. I want to listen!
The last thing that's considerably (though lessened, and you let this happen okay, but Thank God,) on my mind, is well... Okay I won't think about it right now. Cuz I've so much to finish. And I don't need to. You don't need me to anyways.
The little things that keep us going...
and yes, You're one of things that keeps me going.
Loves,
Justme Justine.
P.s. What happened... Sighs.
Justine was thinking at 10.43pm.
Second thoughts: ;D
Sec 4 Farewell was okay. The dance was a mess, but I guess the seniors were really entertained.... O.o.... and I forgot to bring my camera, so no photos. D: Besides that, we managed!!!!
Thank God.
I'm better today.
Stopped sniffling. But though at the
moment, I don't really feel tired, I still have
the feeling that if I continue on with depriving
myself of rest, I will break under the tiredness.
Your own body can deceive you. You think its okay,
but one day, snap! So I will try to sleep earlier.
Right....
And what else? My remaining thoughts are mostly on that PBQ I have to do I guess. So I'd better go soon. And the hundreds of other little things swimming around the back of my mind.
What happened to quiet time in all this rush and cluttered-ness? What happened to my meetings with God? What happened?
TOMORROW"S FRIDAY. Everyone PLEASE. Remember. Be there. Please...
God... I'm sorry.... help me to remember. Guide me. I want to listen!
The last thing that's considerably (though lessened, and you let this happen okay, but Thank God,) on my mind, is well... Okay I won't think about it right now. Cuz I've so much to finish. And I don't need to. You don't need me to anyways.
The little things that keep us going...
and yes, You're one of things that keeps me going.
Loves,
Justme Justine.
P.s. What happened... Sighs.
Justine was thinking at 10.43pm.
